Te Amo ♥

- i whispered in your ears , saying not to ever let me go . And you said , you'll never let go of me ever . are you sure ?

okay people . Bie and i cabot school today .
i mean , i told my parents i'm not going school and stayed at home .
Bie called in the morning at bout 8 .
and wants to meet me ;D
so bathed and met him .
gosh ! perhaps today is the last day i'm gonna spend time with him before fasting month starts .
i'm gonna miss his morning kisses which helps me to keep awake throughout the school hours ..

" Bie , we're gonna be a complete strangers from Monday onwards ! i'll miss you very much! "

so spent time with him today . i was also having fever at flu at that point of time .
talk craps , laugh alot together , smack here and there .
and end with a sweet kiss on our cheecks before we said goodbye .
i'll be having 1 week of break .
will be spending my time studying .
can't go out though i can .
But for sure i will go out with Bie .
and i can't go out with him for a month !
ley gile tau takkkk !
so bie said we're gonna be such strangers for a month and both of us are sad bout it .
):
how sad .
but bie cheered me up saying that its only a month .
not a year ! so we just gotta bear with it no matter what .
so , i listened .
then he went off to meet isam & ratna .
then to takraw .
waiting for his msg and call .
Jo called me 2 am plus in the morn .
i was asleep of course .
received a call and i couldn't recognized the number .
the first time i answered , no one responded when i sad hello .
so i thought it was a prank .
so sleep back .
then the person called again .
this time the voice seems so farmiliar .
i thought it was Zack . But when he said that he's sorry bout what he said in the msn , i straight away knew who was it .
It was Jo .
I could sense that he's very down .
so i lend my ears to hear his probs .
i felt pitty bout him .
"Jo, be strong to face all this challenges alright [:"
so talked to him till late .
after i was so sleepy and i knocked off .
and the moment bie called me and i went to the toilet to bathe , my goodness !
i had a big big big EYE BAGS !
but eventually it got better after i slept for awhile .
met mom at compass point today .
bought stuffs .
i wanna cut my hair desperately .
i'm so RIMAS with my hair .
ergh .
thats all for now .

kay go .

- When you kissed me , i wanna cuddle up in your arms and stay there forever ...

There was no reading period today after assembly as seniors had an important briefing .
So instead , we had form teachers' period in our class .
First , school letter was given out . It was about tomorrow's teachers' day celeb and some informations bout the Moving Monday .
Then Mdm Ong said she's gonna distribute our progress report slips .
My heart felt like dropping coz i predict that i'm gonna only pass 2 subs .
Waited for my turn to receive my slip .
The moment i got my slip and took a look at it , i was SHOCKED !
In me says " Did they calculated it correctly ?am i dreaming ? "
here's the SURPRISE i got .

English - 56.0
Malay N(A) - 68.0 [ disappointed ! ]
Mathematics - 28.0 [ VERY DISAPPOINTED ! ]
Science ( Phy , Chem ) - 73.0 [ VERY SURPRISED ! ]
Combined Humanities ( SS , Geog ) - 62.5 [ surprised ! ]
Principles of Accounts - 38.0 [ as i've expected ]

it was a total shocking thing for me in the morning .
and with that results , it made me so happy .
esp for my science and humans .
didn't expect to pass .
even shunyee can't believe she'd passed !
HAHAHAHAHAHA !
Then assembly was such a bore .
i entertained myself by disturbing zan .
i really had nothing to do .
people kept on poking my stomach . irritating .
then there was a public caning .
scary :s
after , we're dismissed .
met him after sch .
& he sent me home (:
will not be going to sch tomorrow .
having such a painful HEADACHE .
and an irritating flu !
so not gonna report to sch .
anw , they're gonna be dismissed early at 10.15 .
so yeah . i rather stay at home then to do the aces day workouts .
MEREPEK , totally .
so those who're going school , have fun yeah !

what am i for if i'm not trusted ?
i just couldn't understand my feelings and its seems so hard for me to explain it to you .
but you thought i'm keeping something away from you .
you said " if i were to find out that you're keeping something from me , things are gonna be bad , really BAD ! i assure you "
that quote .
gosh , for this i can tell you what my feelings are .
i feel so threatened .
many things are running through my mind .
for gods sake , i'm trying to leave all my probs alone .
but i just can't .
i can't slip away from it .

i know my heart is trying to tell me something but i'm yet to know what its telling me .
and you kept on telling me ' don't keep anything from you ' .
I'M N-O-T , you know .
is it so hard for you to believe me ?
then what is this r/s for ?
):

time flies so fast .
just another 4 more weeks to EOY .
and after results , its the time when i get to know whether i'll be promoted or not .
&& just another 9 more days to fasting .
so faaaasssst ~
school has been quite a hell now . teachers are pushing us to prepare us for exams .
i've been getting sick nowadays too .
i'm really trying my best .
i really really enjoy physics and maths now .
i'm slacking in poa now .
i just don't get a single shit what she is trying to teach .
its also just the time for me to forget probs and ignore upcoming probs too .
GOOD LUCK luhh , MIRAA [:

- i'm trying to understand you more with your social life .
the people you mix with .
i'm just trying to understand the way you live & your style of living .
yes , i do get jealous whenever you say nad's and ratt's names .
i don't know why but i just get angry/sad whenever you say their names .
just like today , you told me in msn that you're meeting rattna on friday with your friends .
have you ever think , "how is miraa feeling when i told her that i'm meeting rattna ?" . have you ?
fyi , whenever i meet guys , that particular quest will automatically pop out from my mind .
further more , i don't make friends outside anymore . nt like you .
you're very social to the outsiders . but to me , stakat msn jekk luhh .
meet ups ? nvr .
i'm sorry but this is just my feelings . inner feelings .
i'll try to understand you more alright ,bby .

i'm trying to stay strong .
people who knows the situation i'm in , they said " mira , be strong okay . "
i feel so sad .
but thanks to those who said that .
i'll try to stay strong .
but i'm not sure when i'll fall .
even if i fall , i'll try my best to stand up again , all by myself .
i just feel like being alone and let me settle this one by one .
i can't settle 2 things at a go .
i'm not a human robot .
i don't have multiple brains .
like just because of this , everyone's affected .
i became more anti-social .
i didn't mean to act this way but things are really making me so fucked up .
sorry guys . sorry baby .

i'm totally sadd .

seriously , you're acting so strange now .
even everybody realize it , don't you know ?
you're treating us differently .
where's the old you , i wonder ?
i miss your nags .
i miss everything we had last time .

okay . i had a birthday party at aranda .
my mum's friend's daughter's birthday party .
she had just turned 1 year old .
JEAMIRA ANNE is her name .
Philippines , yes .
she so f. cute !

i only managed to capture 3 of her pics .

cute kan ?
hahahah !
had swensens ice cream cake [ yummy ! ] , pizza hut and 241 candian pizza and kfc .
didn't eat that much .
but drank alot .
the chalet is just beside Wild Wild Wet .
how cool !
shiok giler seyh tgok orang mandi .
i wanna go there again one day .
mama said that probably there'll be chalet on chinese new year next year .
obviously i can't wait for it .
just next to the WWW AND ESCAPE , who doesn;t want .
and you'll get free admission if you were to book a chalet !
tak boleh tunggu !
hahahah !

i remember when i was still a little girl , i used to be like a little spider girl .
why ? coz i climb fridge , i climb parapets , i climb cupboards .
i remember when i was still a little toddler , i used to be like 'Dash' .
why ? coz i'll disappear from my mum's sight and will be at the crossing road , noone could catch me .
i remember when i was a little baby , i used to be a 'Siren baby' .
why ? coz i'm always crying if i do not gett he things i want .
i remember when i was a girl , i used to love teletubbies .
why ? i love the way they say 'eh-oh' , they have tv on their tummy , they have some kind of an antenna on their heads .

all this was few years back .
now i'm 15 .
lets see the changes .

i don't climb parapets , fridges & cupboards anymore .
i'll stil disappear from my mum's sight and will be at the crossing road since i'm big enough .
i do not cry for nothing alr .
i'm scared of teletubbies now ;D .
not sure why but they just seem so scary .
HAHA !

he can hear me crying,
from the little corner,
he doesnt care,
he doesnt mind.
he hurts me so deep,
i feel like dying.

cross country was fun luhh bodoowwww !
ndp was BORING bodowwwwww !
kay , cross country , i ran with rash for while then rash sprinted .
firstly , i couldn't run that fast coz on tues , i had my 2.4 run .
ran NON-STOP , in 17 mins !
i pass luh siol !
first girl to finish [:
happy luh of course !
then after that , thursday cross country.
PANCET TAW TAKKKK !
but still , with my high spirit , i ran as fast as i could .
i even managed to catch up with Shal .
ran with him until the finishing point .
position 30 !
great luh siot !
then on friday , syam called when mum and i were at Hagen dazs .
then he told me my watched can be collected by next week .
excited !
then i told syam that i'm sorry that i did not pick up his calls coz i'm very busy with cross country and NAFA .
i told him i got 30th position .
THANKS TO HIM FOR TRAINING ME FOR WHILE !
thanks tau eh syam [:
so maybe perhaps next week , my mum and i will be meeting syam to collect my watch .
next week VERY VERY PACK with LSP'S !
]:

exams are round the corner .
:S

"Just when two hearts meets , it's irresistible ."

schools been a disaster .
but i'm quite happy that i could catch up with POA alr .
& i'm alr loving learnig physics .
gosh , a lil bit of improvement indeed .
i love and enjoy every single day .
idk why .
perhaps , bie's been making my day great .
tmr will be having cross-country ,
damn it uh .
legs and thighs are so cramp .
don't know i can manage for tmr's run .
good luck luh miraaa [:
hahahah .

kay ciao .

what the fuck , my blog is so cock-ed up in MF .
not sure its oke in IE .
haiya .
i'm so lazy to adjust it or even change it again .
tmr's gonna be my happiest day [:

ily , baby .

He's Aidil . I'm Meeera .
Both turning 18 very soon .
He's a March baby & i'm June .
12 MONTHS & STILL COUNTING ! ♥

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