Te Amo ♥

okay well , here's the good news .
as you guys know that i really flunked my exams terok-ly eh ..
well , i got promoted still !
thanks to Mrs Santhi and sub tchers who helped me to push up my marks so that i c an go to the next level .
i do realise something and i should've listened to what baby told me .
i was so f. rude to mrs santhi and baby kept on telling me not to be rude to her .
and now when she helped me with my results , i felt so regretful treating her in such way .
ffe regretted too .
well , i miss her .
she's sucha great tcher .
hopefully i'll have a teacher as great as her or even have her again as my form tcher !
that'll be so great .
i promise , really do , to pass next year .
next year is a big year for me and the rest of them !
mum will be sending me off for tuition and i had a very emotional time when mum said something .
i know , everyone in the family is sacrificing for me .
so that i could pass my N level next year .
thanks yeah .
will be flying off this sunday .
haiyah . felt so heave leaving the peeps behind for 5 days ..
pray for me that i'll have a safe trip to viet eh .

kay go ;

well baby , i'm still yours .
i know we had a tearful night ytd .
i'm sorry that i said that we are better off on our own ways .
i didnt mean to say such things .
you just disappoint me so much .
my heart had been keeping all the disappointment for sucha long time and ytd was the day i really couldn't take the pain anymore .
i love you so much and i can't bear to see you cry .
i know i wanted to leave you ytd and call our r/s THE END .. but i just love love you so much that i just changed my mind .
lets do whatever thats the best for us both .
ilyvm nabil .

i've got great great news .
stay tune !

wah , i seriously don't know whats WRONG with you now lah eh . i asked you nicely and you like so perangai . well , i don't deserve that okeh !
alamak , pape jek luh . malas nk amek tau lagik . malas nk gado agik . take care (:

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i ended up not going to school today .
woke up late and i wanted to call him but he called me instead .
told him i wanna go school coz got air pistol but my leg and knuckle giving me prob lah .
then he said follow my heart .
so i decided not to go to school .
my knuckle is healing a lil .
not as pain as ytd .
but still i can't hold things properly .
):
tahan jek lahh kan .
haiyah . santhi called my parents ytd and said that the principle wants to see my parents on thurs .
shit lah . SELAMAT LUH EH MIRA .
i'm so down .
):):):):):

i just have doubts bout you now .
i don't know why .
before i start , mind me if i have spelling errors here . i can barely use my right hand .
i can't even hold a spoon properly . haiyah ...
kay back to story . i seriously don't know what my heart is trying to tell me .
all of a sudden , i just feel like bursting .
haiyah . don't know lah eh .
i'm not HIDING anything from you . i don't even know what i am feeling .
ily .

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lets not talk bout my EOY results eh !
like FUCK BODOH !
sec 3 life mcm sial jer ! pala buto tol .
i'm sorry for the harsh words . don't mind me eh .
i'm really worried whether i'll get promoted or not .
i'm trying to be super nice to santhi so that she can help .
i tell you , sec 3 eoy is so damn hard !
allah ! help me !
tmr will be having air pistol shooting .
then on wed will be havnig dragon boating .
still considering whether to go for dragon boating or not .
mcm nk cabot aje .
eh kay lah .
can't type anymore alr .

kay go ;

didn't go to school ytd and today .
felt so super duper lazy to go . exams da abes pe , sape mau g school siol
actually planned with the kaki gereks not to come to school ytd .
and planned to go esplanade to lepak .
mai can't go whereas the rest agreed .
so woke up at 7 in the morn . msged baby to ask whether he wake up alr anot .
then he say he tak jadi go with us .
so i didn't have the mood to go to since baby is not following .
informed ffe that baby and i tak jadi g and he said efa also not going .
jady , smuer lah tak pegy , senang kate .
off-ed my alarm and slept .
slept until 11 plus .
received 5 msgs from baby and 1 miss call from him also .
"sorry baby tak reply . tgah tido .. "
then baby like no mood like that . i msged him what happened .
and he said he got a nightmare of me .
haiyah . no worries lah kay baby . i won't do such things with someone . SUMPAH !
then noone was at home so ask baby t come over to slack .
mai also came over to transfer her psp game .
this 2 people came over and it is equal to .. KECOH .
baby reached 30 mins before mai .
then baby peh kurang hajar go put ice in my boxer !
so i chased him around the house and took revenge .
mai pun dah pening kepale tgok ktrng lari satu rumah .
hahahah !
then after mai is done with the transfer , we chat2 with ffe and jo .
finish chatting alr , mai said she wanna go tpy meet shakila outside school to give her overseas trip form .
so i said i'll go .
so the three of us turon tpy .
waited at the playground outside school wait for ffe .
ffe came and we waited for shakila .
shakila came out and mai passed the form to her and we went off .
planned to go bradd mac but i know mum's gonna be home alr .
and further more she's sick .
so rather go home after buying burger from the pasar malam there .
train-ed home with mai and baby .
and home sweet home lah kan .
kay , meeting mai under ffe's block later .
but will meet baby first at guanyang bridge .
he's addicted to my psp .
hahaha ! his second girlfriend lah .
i'll beter get going . i needa get ready .

kay go ;

only a few pictures . mai still haven't send me the photos yet .
will update this post when i've receive the photos .
have a nice day people .

kay go ;

eh people . i really had so much fun with my kaki gereks 2 straight days .
superrr fun !
kay i'll start of on thursday's outing .

THURSDAY

it was a holiday . it was a holidays cause teachers are marking our papers .
so mai planned to go jalan raya on that day .
all agreed .
the people who went were ; Naaabil , Raffe , Zan , Myself , Mai , Efa , Huz , Seethe , Azwan and haidir .
gerek oi jln nan dorang . hahaha !
was supposed to meet at 10 .
but baby and i were late ;D
i have a reason okay .
i went to tanjong pagar just to take my psp from dad at his working place .
luckily i woke up at 7 .
then when i reached home , it was alr 9.15 .
wtf uh . told baby the day before that i'll meet him under his block . but tak sempat .
i was rushing , AGAIN .
had flu while i was doing my make-up .
told ya can't rush .
haha ! called mai to inform her that i'll be late .
then she say , if i VERY VERY late , kena blanja the rest donuts .
i said okay .
met baby at the guangyang bridge first .
then went to tpy pondok to meet them .
me and baby were purple couples .
hahaah !
so the first house was obviously zan .
eat mee goreng there . talk talk , then go next house .
visit houses after houses and it was time to go to baby's house .
i tell you , my legs and hands trembling like f. bodoh .
cause he said his mum not working lah .
and also his mum knows bout us .
so kinda nervous gile babi lah .
i was the last to go inside his house .
salam his mum then my otak suddenly go BLANK .
i was so blurr i didn't even know where to sit .
since the rest alr filled up the sofa .
so i look around and saw ffe , dir , wan was sitting on the platform .
so i sat beside ffe at the platform .
my face was so hot . blushing of course .
after , his cute nyai (grandmother) came out of the room .
again , i was the last to salam her .
sit back at the platform again and watched the tv .
i tried hard not to be so shy .
but i just can't .
his mum kept on smiling and i was blushing .
AND THEN ! suddenly his nyai sat BESIDE me at the platform .
i was like " OH OH ! " . heart pumped so fast that i can't even hold the fork properly .
when i held up the fork , i can really see the fork shaking .
i told ffe i can't stop shaking and he laughed .
ask him whether he can help me finish up the mee also he laugh .
gila lah ffe .
hahahaha ! so no choice , finish up lah .
finish the food alr and i wanted to dispose the paper plate in the kitchen .
but his mum tahan me and helped me throw .
i wanted to go in the kitchen to wash my hands , but tak jady oi .
she smile2 at me and i tak jady wash hand .
so used tissue wiped my hands off .
i kept on looking downwards .
playing with my batik .
or either watch the tv .
mai , zan , ffe kept on disturbing me !
mai esp !
mai said " Mira ... nape diam mira .. asl .. "
CHEEKY siol !
then i blushed again and his mum smile2 .
i really can't wait to go out for fresh air .
hahah ! so they chat2 for while then off we go to my house .
when we were on the way down , baby shouted " MA , THE LAST ONE ! THE LAST ONE ! "
he was reffering to me . he pointed at me to his mum .
dah kat bwh , all make me blush !
wahh seh . terok lah !
then took 159 to my house .
baby kept quiet .
so i make kecoh and make up stories to my mum .
i said " Bu , yang pkai bju purple tu malu nk berbual nan ibu . "
then baby made faces at me .
hahahah !
kekek lah .
then go the next house and so forth .
last house was efa's aunts place at tamp .
after , we went tamp mall for while .
then later decided to go home since it was alr 10 plus to 11 .
baby send me home .
mai and the rest took train .
took 22 with baby ..
took pictures with him since we were so effing bored .
& yeah ! while we were on the way to tamp , i was so sleepy , so i slept at the window there .
my neck was painful due to strains .
baby was busy playing psp so i didn't wanna disturb him .
slept at thee window glass and listen to musics .
then suddely , someone kissed me on the lips and i woke up !
it was baby who kissed me .
and when i opened my eyes , they were looking at me .
then they laugh . hahaha !
baby kissed me infront of them .
blushed for while then when i turned nack , my neck was so OUCHY !
felt sleepy again . so slept at baby's lap .
then ffe said smthg which i don't wanna say .
censored ! * aku tk amek hati kay . *
i wasn't actually sleeping lah . was just trying to close my eyes and to relax my strained neck .
then mai wanted to do something to me and baby said don't .
he like jage me like that .
& you know , that made me realise something ..
he cares so much about me . he protects me from anything . he loves me .
a that point of time , i feel he was my everything . i suddenly want him to be very close to me .
never to let him go .
kay back to story . so reached tamp inter , took 291 .
reached efa's aunts place , we laughed like one mad people .
ffe uh uat klaka !
hahah .
after tamp we actually wanted to go cikgu nisa's house but she seems to be busy though .
so went home lah .
baby actually wanted to sent me till the lift but i told him no need . i'll be safe .
he asked his mum to pick him up at the mrt station .
so goodbyes were said then .

FRIDAY

planned the day before to watch movie with the same people but w/o wan and dir .
at first mai said she can't go . then she masged me again saying that she can .
so baby came over my place to pick me up first .
mai met the guys first at bradd platform to bugis while baby and i bused to far east first to get his airmax .
at last he bought it . lime green and white . its nice . seriously !
okay , here's the funny part .
baby tried on the shoe . it was size 10 1/2 .
at first can't fit .
then the young lady took out the sole and let him try .
can fit it then .
so he wants it .
then he held the hoe on his hand and nod his head .
then the lady look at him with a blank face trying to figure out what he's trying to say .
then baby look at her , she look at baby .
both blur blur !
aiyoh . then i cannot tahan the blurness , i told the lady baby wants the shoe .
so she called her collegue to take new pack .
then i laughed at baby and baby malu laa .
hahahahaha !
paid alr , we faster2 went to the mrt stationo to meet the rest at bugis .
reach alr , we had trouble finding them .
at last i told mai to meet me at kfc .
met them alr , the guys , including me wanna eat .
so went in kfc .
then baby said , why not eat at banquet .
more kenyang .
so went banquet .
ate yong tau fu with rice , as usual .
eat eat eat , then the guys went out to "kill mosquitoes" ( sap rkk ) .
the girls gosssip2 .
then after all dah ready to go , we went in bugis village .
mai bought stuffs from there .
i was hunting for bermudas , crumpler and shirts .
nothing interest me there .
so bought nothing .
then we went penni .
there , i got things i wanted . excludings shirts .
i got my crumpler and bermudas .
i had the same bermudas as baby .
white coloured with black stripes .
hahhah !
then we went around penni . after we walked to esplanade .
stopped at the glorious dead place there .
took some pictures . picture will be uploaded in another post .
i was so crazy that i took mai's shawl and wear over my head like a minah arab with my mouth covered with it .
baby laughed like hell and he took it away .
i cahsed him around .
i was tired and rest .
slack2 for while then we continue to walk towards esplanade .
just after i went in the carpark , i went so f. hyper .
i started jumping and we took some pictures there .
don't know who ask to take picture of me and zan tonggek and pandai2 lah baby and ffe pose .
ffe did a r21 pose .
i don't know what baby posed but i toggek .
hahahahaha !
then laugh2 . i ask baby to piggy back me .
first time , i can't really comfort myself coz slua ketatz beb .
then i told baby to put me down first so that i can pull my pants up .
second time , then can !
snap a picture . but hamizan sebok .
hahaha !
then went in esplanade .
headed to Starbucks since mai really wanted to go there .
then settle down ourselves .
baby suggested to meet his mum since is near .
so i agreed .
i told the rest that i go meet baby's mum and will meet them soon .
so walk2 . then baby asked to guess which shop his mother is working at .
so i just anyhow guess and point at this shop which sells like business man's clothes .
and he say it's right .
he called his mum and i hide behind a door .
after , i saw his mother .
so salam her . then she sengeh2 again .
my heart jatuh seh !
blushed !
then baby went inside the shop while i waited outside .
then after that his mum smiled at me , and i smiled at her back .
before baby went out , his mum hugged him and kissed him .
awww . sweet giler i tell you .
hahahaha !
then walked back to marina .
meet them at mac . they shifted to mac . hahah
then baby suggested to play bowling .
ffe and zan also suggested that .
so agreed .
played one game only
pathetic bodoh .
hahah !
me and baby were the winners .
scored 113 !
3 strikes straight !
i saved baby from buying donuts for them .
hahaha !
then terserempak addy , zul , aidil and eddie .
they kacau daun for while only then went off to meet the rest of the gang .
after bowling , walked to city hall mrt station .
baby , zan and ffe shout2 like their own house like that .
bising giler .
baby alighted at bishan , efa and the two guys alighted at bradd . me and mai alighted at amk .
and i call it a day .

i had fun with you guys . i hope this stays for long .

well , this post is for one of my taggers , a passerby . She wanted me to post up the picture of my Adidas shoe .
so this is for her/him .

Just some pictures i took of baby ytd . hehhh ;p

i'm gonna start off bout ytd .

alright , i had my maths paper 2 ytd and it was such a killer .
i screwed my graph !
i was so sleepy that i mixed up the y and x axis .
wtf uh . then my graph looked damn weird .
until when zan told me that my graph is actually upside down .
kay fine . can't do anything also .
then after paper go meet up with the usual people [ ffe , zan , mai , efa , huz ]
went bradell mac for breakfast .
i don't know why but each time i have my breakfast there , i'll ha ve a very excruciating pain around my stomach area .
unbearable , really .
baby was also at mac with his friends .
so i went a lil later . by the time he alr went out of mac .
then the rest and i went mac .
eat eat eat then talk talk talk .
then baby msg me to follow him go town to find his airmax .
ask dad whether can go and he say can .
so met baby at 1 at bishan mrt platform .
i reached there first .
but still baby was on time . excactly 1 o'clock he reached platform .
so trained to somerset .
then we suddenly plan to catch a movie .
we watched the house bunny .
seriously , i didn't know it was a movie bout a playboy thingy .
so called like NC16 show like that siol .
but it was funny tough .
hahahahah !
then after movie , we went around cineleisure .
baby bought this 3/4 sleeve shirt at headlines .
he look so SEXY .
then we went searching for his air max .
price so high .
so we try searching at far east .
we walked from cineleisure to far east .
shop shop at fareast . still the air max price quite high .
so baby said wait till next week then he get his air max .
so i said okay . went around the shopping centre to find my shirts .
nothing interest me .
so bought nothing .
adter , we went to kfc since baby was hungry .
i helped him ate some of the cheese fries .
while eating , mum called and ask me to meet her and dad at woodlands causeway point .
wait for baby to finish his food . then we walk to orchard mrt station .
we talk craps alot , ytd .
i had fun with baby (:
he always make lame jokes which make me either roll my eyes or laugh out loud .
hahahahah !
we took the same train and he alighted at bishan while i alighted at woodlands .
go woodlands , boring giler .
shop2 .
bought nthing still .
the thing i want always not in stock ,
pala buto tol .
went home , bathed and online .
chat for while with baby and he called me for while at night .
talk craps again . standard .. haha
my eyes we totally closed and i told baby i wanna sleep .
so today , had my very last PAPER !
happy bodoh dah bes exam !
i at least put in some effort in this last poa paper .
i at least filled the whole page with some nonsence .
hahahaha !
i was so sleepy that i stop doing it every 10 mins to sleep for while .
then the third wake , i did the whole paper asap and sleep throughout .
then dismissed .
had briefing bout the vietnam trip at 10 . so me , ffe , zan , rash and azwan went to zan's house to take our puffs .
slack till 9.54 .
then went in school back .
& yeah , i'm selected to the vietnam trip .
its a 5 days trip .
oh my , i wonder how i'll suffer from issing family and baby during the trip .
haiyah .
and its confirmed that we had to stay a night with the vietnamese family .
have to buy tokens for them for teir hospitality .
planning to stich somthing with a frame .
yeah . but mum had a better idea which idk what it is .
my second thoughts is to buy them batik .
i think they do not have any batiks there .
good idea eh .
hah !
tmr no sch .
so go jln raya with my kaki gereks including baby .
had some probs a while just now .
haiyoh .
pening kepale gua .
okay lah .
i know i've written long enough for today .
good night .

kay go ;

just let the pictures entertain you for today .
a short recap . i went down to amk central . Zan called me while i was sleeping telling me that they're at amk central . then at night , mum asked to buy food . so rang zan that i will go and meet them . mai was there too . ffe's mum was even there . but for short while only . then we three went off to banquet . mai step mrajok for while . ahahaha ! then i go buy food . rang mum and somthing happened . so faster2 buy food and talk and walk with them . searched for my lenses too but i was so in a hurry . decided to buy later aje lah . so walked with them . go old chang kee buy some chicken wraps there .i went off first and went straight home . and yeah , tmr maths paper . sial bodoh !
santhi told me that my poa paper 2 was terok .
she asked me to buck up for the upcoming poa paper . like as if i want to . shhesh !
& yeah , today is sucha bad day for me . i set my alarm to 5.50 and i snoozed it off . the next time i woke up was alr 7.07 !
f. hell , i was damn BLOODY late . had a ver very quick bath .
told baby that i was late .
so got ready as fast as i could .
my head started spinning alr due to rush .
i can't rush or i'll get myself sick .
so yeah , hailed a cab .
9 bucks fly away ..
ahaha ! was late bt didnt get detention .
hopefully i don't wake up late again tmr .
or 9 bbucks is gonna fly away again .
ok dah . gonna stop here .
wed last paper ;DDDD
good luck everyone !

well hello earthlings .
yes yes , i know it's been such a long time since i last update this blog .
i've been quite busy lately .
balancing my exams and hari raya preparations .
Eng , MT , chem exam was fine though .
Geog and POA was a disaster .
okay , i did the geog questions carefully .
i know how to do it but i just can't explain it in words luh siot .
f. fed up uh
then after that , poa next .
power uh . i only do part (i) only .
the rest ... BLANK !
I seriously don't know how to do the paper luh .
chem was easy . just that i i forgot the name of RETORT STAND .
time was running and i was left with a min to think what is the apparatus name .
but still didn't manage to get the name .
so i put TRIPOD STAND !
WHAT THE HECK !
wasted 1 mark .
then teacher ask to put my pen down , i continue to write secretly .
i re-write one of my answers .
than i wanted to re-write another answer but the teacher has to collect my paper alr .
so give him with a whiny face .
then he said , "its okay .." .
well , can't do anything alr .
today is hari raya .
i don't feel any excitement like how i used to feel 7 years ago .
since after my grandmother's death , raya seems nothing to me .
i miss her presence in this house during hari raya .
where she'll be sitting on this chair , waiting for her children and grandchildren to seek forgiveness from her , where i'll go to her and kiss her hand and hug her tightly , where she'll hand out green packets to her grandchildren ...
ohh , i miss those times .
now , she's resting peacefully by god's side .
i truly , terribly miss her alot .
i do envy baby that he still has a grandmother .
the grandmotherly love is wonderful .
well , life still has to move on .
hopefully , when the world ends , i'll get to meet her up there .
to all muslims , SELAMAT HARI RAYA , MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN .
maafkan segala salah silap mira to you guys if i've done any . it really wasn't my intention to do any wrongs to you guys . I',m tryng to upgrade myself to the better and i hope you guys bersabar . Selamat menyambut hari raya yerr ;D

He's Aidil . I'm Meeera .
Both turning 18 very soon .
He's a March baby & i'm June .
12 MONTHS & STILL COUNTING ! ♥

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