WELL HELLO SAYANGS !

firstly , 2008 is gonna end real soon and i'm pretty sad bout it .
2008 is the year which i've been through alot of obstacles . how sad .
i'll never forget what had happened in 2008 .
seriously , i swear .
D:

conflicts here and there . stress here and there .
But i really had an experience going through all that .
it's like a lesson to me .
sape2 yang dekat nan meeera , you guys know luh eh the obstacles i've been through ..
and it's pretty sad coz i'm no more a sec 3 student .
by 1 jan , i'm alr sec 4 .
how i wish i didn't waste my precious sec 3 life .
sedih !
if i could turn back time , i would make full use of my sec 3 life .
study hard and i wouldn't need to be helped to be promoted .

since new year is coming in 11 hours time , i do have new year's resolutions .
well , every has , i supposed .



1. Be a good girl .

2. Study hard and pass N level and get promoted to sec 5 .

3. Less defiant .

4. Will not be going for outings that often .

5. Be more soft and not rough .

6. Learn to appreciate more with what i have now (:


I'll be taking my N's next year and it's scaring me alot .
i'm so nervous .
what if i fail ? what if i don't get to choose the course i want in ite ? what if i don't get promoted to sec 5 ?
S:
i know i shouln't think that way when i have my family members and a bunch of friends who are there encouraging and supporting me .
saying that i shouln't give up , keep striving , etc .
thanks all .
(:

so where are you guys going for countdown ?
i seriously have no idea and i'm waiting for brother to come home .
if he says he's going out for countdown , then maybe i'll tag along .
baby will be over at ridz carlton .
so , that means , i won't be going online that much .
i won't have night calls for tonight . but its okay .
baby said he wanna meet me today . but i told him i'll consider first luh .
we'll seeeeee .

friday , sch starts alr . so fast eh . it feels like it was just starting of the school hols .
2 1/2 months of hols is seriously not enough .
can't they make it to the afternoon session ? if its like that , oh my , i'll be soo happy .
it's so troublesome getting to wake as early as 5.30 am .
and for sure the first day of school will be spending most of the time in the hall for some stupid briefings which was reapeated for all my years in that sch .
how boring can that be ? very !
our legs and butt will get sore . wtf ..
anw , i decided to go school on friday though it's just only a day of school .
i wanna go coz of *something* ^,^


hmm , who's gonna be my form teacher eh next year ? *thinking*