it always has to be my fault .
well , idk why .
when he said that , he makes me feel useless . or maybe i am ?
not sure .
he's always picking on "him" when he did nothing wrong . why ? seriously , why ?
i don't see the reason why he wants to hate "him" .
for no reason ?
thats sooo , immature . gosh . i don't know how long i could stand this thing .
i just feel like piercing a knife through my body and die .


tears are rolling down my cheeks non stop . why ? coz i'm seriously confused .
i tried to make everything right . but he reacted this way .
it really aches alot .

ayiid , perhaps , my r/s with him will have tears non-stop .
well , you know your brother the best ...