Picture of the day .
buruk kan aku ? sssshhhhhhhh .
tk suke , diam2 ajer okay . comment tk suke tanam sua wokeyh {:

So went bugis with mohter and her friend today .
bought myself a 3/4 pants and the topman wallet i've eyed for .
i'm happy .
i am super hyper tuuudddday .
giler kot aku ? HUAHUAHUA !
msged baby often when i was at bugis .
See , meeera good girlfy . never forget him one . If i forget , kena PIAK PIAK dari baby tawu .
hahha !



k lah , aku penat . tknk type bnyk2 .





GOOD NIGHT , LOVEES !

Kay , yesterday went out to amk hub around 3 plus .
g settle phone smuer .
-skrng you guys da buleyh contact aku kay . No more saying "kau sombong uh tk msg aku ." . pls eh . && tolak aku number2 korang alek eh . contacts aku dah hilang . TQ.
then after the phone thingy settle , we walk around amk hub .
mother bought me 3/4 pants at op .
in love with it . AHAH !
then mother bought this medal for cik zai since her bdae is coming .
i went hunting for things she might like too for her birthday gift from me . but didn't manage to find anything nice .
from amk hub we walk to central and to banquet .
ffe called saying that he wanna meet me and mai to pass our hmwks . so i said ok .
i blanje mother minum air at banquet .
talk2 with her , cm biase luh kan .
then cpt2 alek uma .
told her i'll be going out to meet the peeps , excld efa , at 7.30 pm .
so da alek uma , settle down , charge phone jap , siap2 , klua .
first they ask me to meet dorang kat 77th street , beh dorang call sroh meet kat lua cheers .
kurang asam eh !
then we jln2 till courts . sambil tu , carik my silicon cover case for the phone .
nabeyh , dulu silicon lei dpt 5 ketol . skrng da 7 ketol .
mak die giler uh jual 7 ketol .
so tkd choice since tu kedai jek yang ade my phone model nye case , terpakse beli .
tapi muke masam uh biler bayar . mcm nk maki tu apek pun ade .

PSP LCD SCREEEN AKU PECAH ! GARA-GARA ABG AKU TERSYG TUH !
GRRR ! $130 KETOL KENE KELUARKAN SIOL !
geram nye . grrr . sakit hati biler dgr ape yang terjadi and harge yang dicakapkan .

anw . back to story . asik jump2 story jek aku .
then ktrng g courts . bab mother sroh aku bayar duit installment .
then dorang bli ice cream , aku pun beli . mkn sambil jln .
then we slacked under the block for while .
co-incidence , ade bdk2 takraw tgah ade training kat situ . bo layan same dorang .
then we slack2 , around 8 plus going to 9 gituk , make our way home .
dorang anta aku alek .
ffe and zan went to mai's crib .

today plan g bugis nan mother . pe lagy , shopping laaaa . hahah !
but i got lots of house errands to do later .
meeting the peeps kejap untuk lepak at around 12 plus or 1 plus gituk .
ffe just msged that he wants to take a nap first since die alek lmbat smlm .
so i said okay . at least ade time for me to clean up the house lah kan .
then from there i go meet mother lor .

k lah , i'll update more later on when i get back home .






HAVE A NICE DAY , LOVES {L} !

brother daaaahhhhhh baaaaaleeeeekkkk siolzszzsz !
haiyah , sbok jer die .
lamer skit kat sane tk lei ke ? *evil laughter*
jahat eh aku ? i knoowww .
no lah , i kidding ajer . i missed my brother hell lots okay . miss his irritating-ness .
he got me a t-shirt from net boutique .
boleh tahan lah baju tuuu . i phm taste lelaki very very much .
some punye taste , MASYA'ALLAH , tk bleh take it .
hahaha ! i like his high cut shoe from gravis .
i feel like altering his shoe to my size . lawa gilerrr . rahhh !
so the next trip his going is on april .
for the rest of his following trips , i'm gonna ask me to buy SHOES SHOES SHOES like his !
so standy by je uh next trip .
;D
tah ape jek die belikan untuk gf . untuk gf smuer gerek pey barang . siak pey abg !
grr ;@

nari i didn't go to school . was so weak luh .
didn't even follow mother and father to airport to fetch my brother .
so stayed home .
around 1 plus they came back .
then mother rested for while and about 3 plus gituk , she woke up and brought me to the polyclinic .
weather so cold .
i forgot nari baby ade course . msg2 die , tk rreply . naek geram pun ade .
skali think back , teringat die ade course . ape dahhh !
so waited for my turn to see the doctor .
she gave me mc till tmr .
bnyk rest seh aku . gerek paaa .
fyi , nari the whole of gerek peeps tk dtg schhhoool . JIWE eh ? hahah !
but me and ffe seriously sakit . the rest i donno eh .
get well soon , cbong . ;D
doctor gave me 'nice nice' medicine also -.-
hak puik !

abg mcm siak ! tido pat my katil ! now mother kesian to wake him up and i must sleep with her !
walauwei ! tak suke tk suke !!!!!!
niy uh tk fav lau abg alek . katil aku die aim . nabeyh !
geram seh !!!!!!!!
tk kesah , i'll wake him up later .
shooooohhhh him away .

anw , i miss baby hell loads :{
i nk meeet diiiierrrrr !
asap kay {:






GOOD NIGHT , LOVES {L} !

i was so damn fucking sick but still i went to school coz i don't wanna miss my maths test .
but unfortunately , i cant even concentrate a single question .
i kept on rubbing my nose due to flu .
i kept on hugging myself due to coldness .
i asked aubrey for panadol since he say if i come tmr , he'll bring for me medicine .
how thoughful {:
thanks eh aub .
that helps me alot for a moment .

I could manage well for chemistry and physics . after those two periods , i can't follow up at all .
mother tongue , i was damn fucking restless . si mayo tu tk kasi aku tido .
so kene tahan mate . aru makan obat , mestilah ngntok .
nasib panadol . lau obat untuk flu , habeslahh , bo layan siol lau die kejot .
hahahah !
there was a problem between some people today .
you just dont know how relieved i was not seeing baby there .
my heart beats so fast when i saw ramadan , bum etc .
my hands were shivering and i kept on lookinng at their direction to see whther baby is there .
but in the end , i saw him in the class .
fuhhh , lega hati siol .

malay lesson there was a 'test' on a discussion topic . like fuck gituk .
discussion topic suckss like one blooody shit .
cikgu yati know i was having fever when she saw me so restless and she ut her hand on my forehead .
so she said " just do whatever u can " and she smiled .
well , at least , i did my very best for the karangan .
was released at 2.20 . but still tk bley complete karangan .
after school , slack a few mins nan peeps then g meet baby .
met him and we were on our way to bishan playground . but i told him i can't walk far coz i'm having coughs and a lil bit breatheless .
so he say not not force myself . and he sent me to the bus stop till i board the bus .
then ramadan g chase isam so that he won't get to board the bus .
kesian seh isam .
die lari cute giler i seee . hahaa !

159 came and i board the bus .
while ithink baby go slack kejap nan kawan die .
reach home tros k.o sia kat katil .
now my fever on and off .
flu tk abes2 .
coughing continously . haiyah .


MEEERA , GET WELL SSOOOON {: !






GOOD NIGHT , LOVES {L} !




- i will never leave you & i will always love you {:

kay decided to go to school tmr . by hook or by crook . i just have to go .
i wanna do my maths test badly .
mum made a god deal with me ;D
wooohhhooo !
happy giler aku . so means i have to study real hard luh .

mum made for us all barley drink . sedap giler nk mampos .
i've just finished a big cup of it .
she made it coz i'm sick .

bout the incident in the afternoon , as i've expected , mum talked/explained way much better than my dad .
so in the end , i didn't go to school .
stayed at home and rot .
msged baby and ate medicine and off to sleep .
now revising for my maths test like one fucking shitty nerd .

all the best to me and the rest {:












GOOD NIGHT , LOVES {L} !

Today i didn't go to school . My fever da makin rabak .
but my throat quite okay alr and so does my big ulcer .
my voice dah makin okay alr . thats a good thing .
but my cough is very rabak .
i had to suck cough sweets often to reduce my cough . it's really irritating .
feel very bored not going school .
mai updated me on my chemistry test .
i got full marks ;D alhamdulillah ..
that made my day at least . haha ! well , it means i don't get to meet baby again today .
restless giler oi ! brainstorming what i should do at home today .
i had "GET WELL SOON" msgs since 6.40am in the morning .
thanks alot luh sweethearts .
well , i really needa go school to pass my classmate the project work which needa be handed in today .
aiyo , i feel so bad . nnty tk pasal2 , dorang kene marah seh .
how ???
but baby told me to stay at home and rest . he don't want to hear/see me even going to school .
memang i wanna dengar his kate but , i need to pass up the project i need to collect notes/test papers . tmr maths test sehhh .
then i rang father few seconds ago that i need to go down to school .
instead he said " i don't think you're sick . there must be something that made you don't wanna go to school today . "
WALAU , i shouted at him and said " EH ! I KNOW MYSELF THE BEST WHETHER I'M SICK OR NOT OKAY ! YOU'RE ALWAYS WITH THE 'I THINK THERE IS SOMETHING IN WHICH MADE YOU DON'T WANNA GO SCHOOL TODAY' . IRRITATING TAU TK ! YOU KNOW I'M SICK AND IBU EVEN KNOW ! IF I'M NOT SICK , I WOULDN'T HAVE CALLED YOU WHEN I WAS IN THE CLASS TELLING YOU THAT I'M SICK ! IF I WERE TO GO SCHOOL TODAY , FOR SURE I'LL BE SENT DOWN TO THE SICK BAY AND YOU HAVE TO OME DOWN AND TAKE ME ! I DON'T WANNA TROUBLE YOU THATS WHY I STAYED HOME TODAY ! "
he wanted to answer me back but i interrupt him saying , " ah sudahlah , ii talk to ibu better uh . father smuer mmg gini mcm . pikiran sal anak bermacam-macam ! "
and i slammed the phone w/o saying bye .
geram kan ! aku dah sakit , lagi die nk ckp aku main2 sakit .
and he has the fucking guts to say that i was normal ytd .
what the fuck !
niy lah father . tk tau fikir betol2 . asik fikir negative . nabeyh .
dah lah , thinking of this makes me even sick .
so i'll ring mom instead later on .
she knws i have fever and knows my conditions the best .
bab sakit , tk gune bilang bapak uh ! bab yang more concern is the mother .
mother knows us the best better than father .
yang jage pun mother . bukannye father !


kay , cut it .


i'll ask mum if its okay if i go down to my school to collect some things .
she'll explain to me in a more good way and reasonable .
i listen to her more when i'm sick than father .
grr .
but later baby nmpk me outside school , for sure he'll be angry .
so i needa think THRICE bout going to school .
we'll see luh .





i'm bored . 1 more hour and baby will be dismissed .
waiting for his msg , patiently .



HAVE A NICE DAY {L} !

Coz you're the only one who has the key to my heart ..





Firstly , in the morning , i woke up at 7.15 and my throat sore like bloody fucking shit .
my throat were like as if swollen and my ulcer was getting worse .
i tried to speak but couldn't . not after i brushed my teeth .
then ii could speak up a lil bit .
but my voice suare rock dok .
ade ckp mcm bapok lahhh , ini lah , itu lahhh .
dengarkan jer lah .
left the house at 7.45 . trained down to bradell and headed to atas block to meet mai and ffe .
he kept on saying he felt guilty bout the incident .
-nvm lah , it's okay . stop feeling guilty .
then baby msged me around 8.05 .
waited for him under zan's block , mcm biase .
then he sent me to the lift and i went up back .
fetch those two people and headed to school .
assembly was in the hall and i was fucking hot and sick .
first lesson was maths and i slept all the way . 1hr siol aku tido . maunye tk puas .
at the end of the lesson i apologised to Ms Soh for not paying attention as i was having a slight fever plak .
mcm2 penyakit seh dtg .
my voice makin rock sekarang . fuhh ! power .
my fever is getting worse .
booohhhhhoooo !
but nvm lah . baby told me firmly not to go to school tmr . concern sungguh dier .
but 50/50 i wanna go school eventhough i'm sick .
coz wed ade maths test and i haven't study . got alot of questions to ask .
but then tmr ade poa lsp , malas plak nk gi .
so we'll seee how luh tmr .
tapi , with my condition like this , 97% tk g school .
mother was shocked to hear my "rock" voice .
currently chatting with baby .
talking bout N , O level and stuffs . aku rindu die . aku tk dpt jumpe die tadik . hmpf !
takplah . maybe lau sok tk g school , i meet him outside school or whatever uh .
;D




running outta words and i wanna eat my " candies " .
so long !







GOOD NIGHT ! {L}

Firstly , Happy 15th birthday to IzzatiRAWR {:
may all your dreams come true and good luck in your future endeavors .
Play hard , study smart wokey syg {:




Baby just left my house few mins ago .
Today=GEREK ;D
planned ytd night with baby to go swimming together .
at first , syg punye psl , i just agree to which swimming pool he wanna go .
either Bishan or Yio Chu Kang complex .
he said bishan . so i agree .
then this morning , when i called him , he say " eh bie , g yio chu kang complex ah "
fickle minded siol die . tapi hati puas beb at last die ckp g yi chu kang nye complex .
HAHAHAHAHHA ! so met up around 10.45+ at yck mrt inter .
mcm biasa juga , bab nk kluar , mira slalu sampai dulu . but he didn't came that late .
changed to our swimming attire and he pushed me inside the pool .
gerek pa ?!
he likes to throw me in the water .
and for that , air bnyk masok my nose and mouth . baek !
from 11 till 12 going to 1 like that we berendam in the pool .
and yes yes yes , i got a new cross pattern on my back again !
mcm biasa juga luh lau g swimming .
idong mcm plastic . bdn sungguh pedih sekali .
dah mandi all , we trained to amk and headed to banquet .
baby like usual , mkn char siew and i ate chiken rice .
seksa siol nk makan . ulcer pey sakit . irritating sak-.- !
after eating walk to my house , dua2 tkleh gerak sgt . perot pey senak nk mampos .
hahahha ! reach my house , first thing i on-ed the comp while baby rest .
play comp jap then we bobal2 .
slack2 .
then 3.45 baby made a move .
and now , blogging {:



well , i had a great day today .
& finally got to meet baby after 4 continuous days not meeting each other .
and we talk things alot when we're in the pool .
its nice to hear smthg which you have been wondering for so long and some truths .
{:





HAVE A GOOD DAY AHEAD , LOVELY-S {L}

Saturday = Boring .

parents working . so was alone at home from 6am till 8.15 pm .
gerek eh ? gerek tros siol .
he ajak me go to pasir ris park today .
but i couldn't make it lah . woke up around 1 plus .
due to my tiredness ytd , thats why woke up late .
if mother didn't call , i would have woke up much later .
called baby and talked to him for while .
he act2 merajok . but in the end he's happy again .
gile luh die . hahaha ! tetap aku sayang oi !
i know he's disapointed luh tk dpt go out with me nari . but sorry many2 kay baby .
i was on the comp from 1 plus till now . cpu pun dah naik panas . hope jgn meletup sua .
hahah ! i'm done with my homework at ace learning .

4N[2][3] , GOT HOMEWORK FOR US AT ACE LEARNING OK !
DUE ON 23 FEB .
10 QUESIONS ONLY {:

after i was done with my hmwk , chatted with efa and baby and aidil .
baby and i talked bout traveling . me and efa talked about malay camp for this year and we're going to make an appeal to cikgu . me and aidil as usual , asik bobal sal hmwk ajer .
and he owe me chocolate for belated v.day . still waiting ah !
my ulcer is really hurting me so much .
i can't yawn too much . very painful to the max .

i suddenly wanna crave for kinder bueno . shall get tmr . hahah !
& also , planning to swim tmr with baby .
but tah lah . ytd i asked him whether wnana go swmming or not , he said don't want .
then at bout 2 plus , tgah mendung , ade bunyi2 guruh , die tanye nk g swimming ke tk .
siang2 taknak ckp . aiyah . but nvm , there's always tmr .

i'm sucha goodgirl today . i study like a nerd at ace learning website .
i did alot of questions . fyi , it's all maths .


&
i went crazy calculating algebra's etc .
o.o

kay lah , second post lah for the day .



well , yes , i was restless in school today . i mean , VERY restless ..
early in the morn , i had doubts whether or not to go to school .
in the end , i went .
coz smuer g skola . so tknk leave them , g school gak .
i admit i was actually sick at that point of time .
my throat is swollen , i've got one big ulcer at the corner of my mouth , i got a horrible headache and stomach cramps .
he didn't come to school . from there , i knew the reason why he didn't come .
no one told me . neither him . but i knew it myself .
in school , people laugh , i laugh .
people smile , i smile .
i wasn't that hyper in malay class even . i can't focus on my work at all .

after school , lepak with the peep atas block for while then went down to the kedai to buy drinks and stuffs and proceed to the residents corner near braddell mrt there .
then something bad happened .
well , partly because of me too .

but its okay alright cbong {: aku understand ko niy panas baran .

blablablabla happened when i got home .
then blablblablabla happen .
never chat with him as i wanted him to start off first .
he did the second time he went online .
after that everything went QUITE smoothly .
then blablabla in the end .

now , both bring up bout what happened , dua2 naik sot .
then tk bobal TROS .
gerek eh ? gerek ..
gerek SEKALI . haiyah .



malas uh nk elaborate . haiyah !

i'm totally down . seriously down ..
tah lah , it seems that in the end , i get myself burnt ...
i didn't wanna fight further so i'm the one who said sorry ..
bia luh orang sakitkan ati aku asalkan org yang aku sayang tak sakit ati ..
i don't mind sacrifising ..

coz i love and care for the ones i love .
esp you ..



& to ffe , maaf aku buat ko marah nari .. sorry ..

to you , i'm sorry again ..






:{

eh alamak , lei naik gile uh tahan with his prangai .
maybe he's just pretending to be nice to me by giving me all shitty excuses lah .

today didn't meet him as i was terribly tired .
wanna know why ? I WENT SEARCHING FOR HIM EVERYWHERE !
i told him to wait for me for while when we bumped at the hall staircase there .
i just wanted to drink water . ITU PUN DIE TAKLEH TUNGGU .
ape sia ?
lelaki mg susah nk dgr kate eh ?

you can't imagine how mcm orang bodoh i was searching for that boy .
dah tau my phone tkd , tak leh ke tunggu jap kat staircase ?
beh i have trouble finding you .
wtf sia .

i went around searching for him , and no avail .
the weather was hot and me make me even hotter inside .
so i got fed up and i just went home .

yeah , he can get angry with me for that .
aku don't mind siol .
but he must rmb , this is the first time i tell him that i wanna go home early due to tiredness .
whereas HE , told me this reason that he's tired since last year .
so he can't get really fucking angry with me for this .

WHATEVER KAY {:

WARM WELCOME ! {:


i was a lil bit restless in school today ..
firstly , baby woke up late . so didn't get to meet him .
then after school also didn;t get to meet him .
sedih kan ? i know ..

cbong tu tk dtg nari . so zan was my buddy for the whole day .
we got more restless after p.e .
played poison ball for p.e .
It's very fun , i tell you . run here and there . skip here and there .
so basically , the game was played with the class forming a big circle with 2-6 person inside the circle .
unfortunately , i got picked by mr chan to go in the circle .
so , i had to avoid the ball thrown by them . our eyes had to be very fast and sharp .
suay , i kena 2 hits combo .
one hard slam on my arm from aubrey ! and one hard slam combo on my stomach .
i nearly drop down when i got hit the second time .
coz , the pain when cbong accidently pushed me and i hit my stomach was still recovering .
suay kan ? fuck .
but nvm luh . meng hong apologized to me for hitting my stomach hard .
no worries meng hong , i'll be fine {:

kay lah , stop talking bout school uh . boring jer .
hahah !
lets talk bout the surprise my dad had told me ytd night while watching the last episode of Isteri Untuk Suamiku .

i was lying on the floor msging baby . then father stroked my hair and i wriggled uncomfortly .
then he said " nak adek tk ? ayah nak adopt baby boy tau ." (want small brother/sister not ? i want to adopt a baby boy you know .)
at first i thought it was a pratical joke .

Me: Alah , mcm paham jer nk adopt . sudahhh lah ayah .
(alah , like real only . stop it lah father .)

Dad: Betol lah . aiyo . ingat tak kwn ayah yang dtg uma hari tu ? bini die keje kat nuh . beh ade satu baby boy niy got opt for adoption .
(really lah . aiyo . rmb anot my friend who came to our house that day ? his wife work at nuh . then got this baby boy got opt for adoption .)

Me: HAH ! BIA BETOL ! mira nak mira nak ! adopt uh !
(HAH ! YOU SERIOUS ! i want i want ! adopt uh !)

Dad: Okay . sok ayah call kawan ayah . and ayah da tgok gmbar baby tu . handsome die .
baru born saturday yang aru lepas niy .
(okay . tmr i call my friend . and i saw the baby picture alr . handsome . just born on last saturday [14 feb] .)

Me: SMILES WIDELY !


but the only probby is my mum . haiyah .persuading her like one @!#@!#@ !




god , i really want that boy as my brother . i felt pitty for him getting abandoned by his parents .
i'l give him love and care if my parents were to adopt him .
i will really do ..

WARM WELCOME ! ;D


First of all , i'm gonna have Flag Day on the 7th March , Saturday , and its on Neveon's Birthday .
We need to collect donations by asking people/passerby's to donate into the tin .
aiyayah .
we have to make either posters , card or etc by friday and hand in to teacher .
Oh yeah ! Tanny Koh is back !
i feel happy that she's back to school as i think she's a great teacher whom i should miss .

Updates on tests results ;

1st Maths test : Well , i did pretty badly . REALLY BAD .
2nd maths test : I did a pretty good job for the second test as i studied for it .

Chemistry Test : I passed my test as i paid attention to all Mrs Lim lessons and did revision .

Physics Test : rmb in the previous post , i told you if i were to fail my physics test , i couldn't be in Mr Amos Goh class alr right ? But ;D , I PASSED !
But i felt pitty for efa , ffe and mai . Must TRY HARDER !

Geog Test coming up next friday and this friday will be having mats test on arc .
the topic is averagely okay luh . boleh cope .
hahha , i received my first behavior sticker at last by ms soh .
fine , you guys can laugh your ass off man .
hahhaha !

Currently watching My Dad is Better Than Yours . interesting .
Mum's cooking now and i'm patiently waiting .
she bought more HERSHEYS CHOCOLATE CRAM PIE siolszsz .
naik jelak karang aku niyh .
& also currently chatting with baby , Ez & Aidil .
Ez gave me tips for N level . Thanks for the encouragement yer ,Ez {:
Aidil and me were talking about malay hmwk and now talking about the flag day .
my class and his class are doing the flag day donations together .

Initially , i bought aidil tobelrone chocolate for belated v.day gift . i left him out and felt pitty of him when he saw me giving gifts to the rest .
so i bought tobelrone .
But got one condition if he wants it .
He must come school and study hard .
I'm such a good friend right ? i know i am . ;D
Pls luh , N is coming real soon and you gotta buck up , slenge .
HAHAHAHHA !


okay luh , i needa do the sdsc project . needa hand up tmr as i've promised tanny ho just now that i will hand in tmr .





GOOD NIGHT , LOVEES {L}

14th Febuary 2009


I woke up as early as 6 am . Due to fathers blabber asking me to apologize to mother .
so msg mother and she said something which made me realise somthing .
she said " always remind yourself and seal i inside your heart that mothers always want the best for their children .. "
it made me teared for lil while .
i wanted to msg baby but i know he's still fast asleep .
stayed awake till 9 .
woke up at 9.30 .
so i cleaned the house slowly .
finshed around 10 plus .
bathed .
by the time it was alr 11 plus .
and i went out for while to amk hub to get baby's last minute v.day present .
reached home going to 12 .
was supposed to meet baby at 12.30 but he msged me he'll be a lil late .
so take my own sweet time to get ready .
i put on the green shirt baby gave to me with my black skirt .
while waiting for him , i played the comp for a while . then i msged him whether i could leave the house now and he said yes .
so went out . walked slowly towards the mrt .
stopped at bishan and waited for baby for few minutes .
talked to mai . thought she's gong out with ffa and ffe and zan .
at last tak jadik . then baby came.
waited for the next train and trained down to somerset .
walked to cineleisure to get our tickets for bride wars but damn !
ticket all sold out for bride warrs . so we discussed for while on which movie to watch since bride wars tickets has sold out .
in the end , baby and i decided to watch The Curious Case of Benjamin Button .
took the 3.35pm show .
(we reached cineleisure around 1.15)
baby paid my tickets . thanks baby (:
decided to eat first since we had alot of time before the show starts .
headed to long john . i treat baby makan .
i ate hersheys chocolate cream pie (:
we stayed a lil longer there . we talk bout ome things and laughed alot .
after , we went to level 5 and sat the the comfy cushion to waste our time .
he kept himself entertained by taking candids of me . how evil .
hahahaha ! we sat there till around 3.15 .
and i said i'm damn fucking bored and wana walk around cineleisure .
so we went down and walk around .
3.30 we went up to level to go in the theatre .
settled down and waited for the movie to start .
then there's one part where they showed this couple's video clip and i thought it was because of valentines day that they showed that .
but at the end of the clip , it says " Will you marry me ? "
and suddenly every was clapping their hands and me and bay turned around and saw the couples were actually in the theatre .
everybody sahouted " say yes ! "
me and baby couldn't really hear whether the lady said yes but they kissed and people took phtographs of it and clapped loudly .
how sweet ! the lady must be very touched {:
to them , i wish them all the best though i don't know them {:
the show started at last and we watched the show .
the show is very touching and averagely okay lah .
believe it or not , the show started at 3.35 and ends at 6.30 .
long eh ? hahahhah ! my butt was sore and my back was strained .
after the movie , headed down to vivo .
baby was hungry so we decided to go banquet but unfortuntely , it was full .
so baby said , nvm . we'll just proceed to the rooftop .
reached the rooftop and saw alot of people there .
wanted to watch the sunset but unfortunately , the sun wasn't in this direction .
perhaps somewhere at east coast can be seen or wither pasir ris , idk .
find a spot and settled down .
well , i find the time we had at vivo was the most sweetest and lovely one .
baby laid down on my chest and i hugged him .
we talk tings out and i told him bout my experience during my sec 3 camp at perak , Gopeng .
since he'll be gong there around march .
i told him that the boys will go in the girl room and slack .
and suddenly , somehow he got what i meant .
i mean , he got what i actually meant which i didn't say it out .
but i covered it up and said , " I don't worry where you go , who you go out with coz i trust you you won't do things i don't like . "
well , he can read my mind quite fast .
no matter how i try to cover up what i meant , for sure he still can get to figure out what i meant and whaats inside my mind .
he knows me too well .
around 8 , we went off . i stopped for while at the candy empire to get v.day gift for mother .
bought her this belgium chocolate truffle .
then baby was hungry and went to old chang kee to get some food .
i bought curry o puff for dad .
trained home . baby alighted at bishan . he kissed me on the forehead and said goodbye .
walked home and waited for my mum to return .
when she got home , she blabbered a lil and in the midst of it , i handed the chocolate to her and she went quiet .
she said " *looked surprised* awh , thank you {: "
i laughed inside , not wanting to show that her expression was funny .
i realised i forgot to take off the heart necklace .
then while i was on the comp , mother looked at my neck trying to figure out what's on my neck .
so she asked " what's on your neck ? "
she came up to me and migled with the heart necklace .
then i said , " it's my name lah . N&M . "
then she said " ya right . like as if . "
then she gave me a cheeky smirk .
in my mind , i knew she knows i'm with someone but i am just nt ready to tell her bout it yet .
wait till i graduate from beatty , perhaps , i will tell . but not now .
so , me and mother are now okay . totally , for godsakes .
11.30 , baby called me .
;D
we put down around 12 plus .
since the both of us were really tired .



i had such a great day ytd . How lovely it was . If i could turn back time , i would .
I'll never forget 14th Febuary 2009 ..




I love you baby {L}

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY !
{L}


Today is such a memorable day for me and baby .
went to cineleisure and shifted to vivo till night .
awh , i love today .


i'm gonna keep you guys suspend . i'll post everything tmr ;)





GOOOD NIGHT , LOVEES !






" baby , you made my valentines day a memorable one with you . Yes , its our first time celebrating together . But everything turned out so well , baby .
i had such a great lovely time with you , esp at vivo .
we talk things and stuffs ..
i love very much , i really do {L} "

i'm not perfect and for that i couldn't give you the perfect love you crave for .
i know i always let go my hands off you whenever i bump onto my friends .
but please , don't get the wrong thing .
i've never been embarrassed having a boyfriend like you .
i've never thinked that way .
you don't know how grateful and lucky i am to have someone like you ..
you know me well and i know you well .
we both just can't lie to one another coz we know each other the best .
i can always feel when you're sad/disappointed/angry .
& i know , you can know when i am too .
when we try to deny it , we'll always say the word , "SIMPAN" .
and from there , we let things out .
i always get angry/sad/disappointed for a short period of time .
usually , when i get home , sleeep and online at 8+ , i'm alr back to my happy self .
but you ..
sigh , as i'm writing this , i'm so running out of words .
i love you so much and please , keep in mind that i've never regret loving you and i've never been embarrased being with you ..



{L}







one word for school today = HECTIC !

we had 2 test straight . first period was Social Studies and the next period was Physics .
i screwed physics .
tried to cui cui zan's answer but only managed to see some .
pffffft .
at least a pass would do lah . if fail , cannot go amos goh class alr .
the next leessooon was english and was supposed to have english comprehension test .
i was like , "WHAT THE FUCK ?! 3 TEST BERTURUT2 SIOL ! "
means , i have 3 ttests straight and no break . wtf .
so we whined to mrs tay . telling her that we just had 2 tests .
and she said why we didn't tell her earlier .
after much nagociation , she finally postponed the test as she said she don't want us to stress our brain too much .
how thoughtful {:

assembly was superb .
i mean , the puppet show from fingertips .
damn interesting esp the puppet DANCER .
maot uh die joget . hahahahhaha !

the whole school was detained by mr cheng due to the noise the school made and the slowness of the school to settle down .
ajan was told to stand on the stage .
i laughed like mad women i tell you .
muke tkd malu nye orang . hahahahha !
kesian kau , giler .

was released finally at 2 plus .
slack with birthday boy , mai and huz for awhile then i'm off to meet baby .
well , thats when the 'drama' starts .
will not elaborate .

he had stopped talking to me in msn now .
haiyah , what to do .
talk to him also , he'll reply so moodily and i won't like it .
see how he is tmr lor .
lau masih moody agik , i won't be excited for v.day outing the next day with him .
i don't wanna feel that way .
it's my first valentiine with him and i want it to be a great day ..
we'll see ...






GOOD NIGHT , LOVES {L}

Today , fought with mother . don't know what the hell is wrong with her .
i didn't even talk to her !
instead , i said things behind her back . obviously , bad things lah .
frustrated nye psal !
i only talked to dad . dad nye orang mane ade suke marah sgt .
dad even bought me my fav drink .
green tea with pomegranate . very nice . addicted to it ;DD

and sorry to the peeps yer .
and ffe , sorry i can make it together with you guys to bake the cake .
haiyo , gado nan mother lah , joy .
sorry luh yer . aku promise aku bake kan kau nye vanilla/white choco cake /muffin .
one day oke .


& also of course , HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY , CBONG !


i'm seriously missing baby alot . it's been only 1or2 days jer ktrng tk jumpe . but it feels like it's been weeks we've not spend time together .
sedih kan ? i know ..
but i'll be meeting him tmr {:

3 more days to My first Valentine with baby ;D





GOOD NIGHT , SWEETIES ;D

I've just finished watching twilight . i've been wanting to watch it since that day .
but i just either have no time or i forgot bout it .
well , the story is damn touching .

Edward is such a man . If i were to be bella , obviously i'll risk my life for him siol .
hahahha !
but seriously , when i watched that show , pikiran jauh seh .
such as , " what if my boyfriend is a vampire ? , will he bite me ? etc "
obviously , the movie is romantic luh .
i teared watching that movie .

Edward did everything to keep bella safe and sound .
swweeeet kan .
hah .

anw , school today was dismissed at 11 am .
the canteen was closed the whole day .
and at 9.30 , the whole school ate the ration food together .
and fuck , the food tasted like dog food man !
fucking EWWWW !
my class suay ah ! the chineses got glutinous rice and the malays got pasta .
our desert was .. GREEN BEAN SOUP !
can you imagine how horrible it taste like !???!?!?!?!?!
i nearly puke when i ate one bit of the pasta .
the smeellll was also 'wah piang !' .
then heard that N3 got beef curry . one of my classmate curik the curry and i get to taste it .
and the beef curry was way much nicer okeh .
suay uh N2 !
nbcb .

after sch , as usual , hang around with them for a while . smoke and all .
then i was desperate to go home quickly .
my stomach was damn empty .
i was totally hungry .
msged baby and he was still in his so-so mood .

GET WELL SOON {:



ok , i'm off to watch another movie .
maybe twilight aggain ? ;D
hah !


p.s : its lovely to have a vampire like Edward as a boyfriend ;DDDD

SUP EH ! ;D

the morning didn't start off well for me .
boyfie was still in a sleepy mode .
so we didn't really talk that much . but i was hyper and happy that morning .
then lessons was as usual .
i got to snap mai's bra otw to the malay class .
and she snapped my bra back in revenge . dalam malay class plak tuh !
tak pasal pun lah .
we had fun during mother tongue class .
i caught mai red handed msging wan .
she say she won't contact wan anymore ! hmfh !

poa was like hell like as usual . santhi cried just bcoz the class was noisy . wtf ?!
and as usual , i fell asleep & ffe woke me up to stay awake . but i couldn't help my eyes from closing .
so i just continue sleeping and he did the work for me . THANKS EH , NABU !

tmr will be commermorating total defence day at my school .
my school will be released at 11 am .
and we have chem test tmr .
and ive not yet to study for it . which i am sure i'll be studying later on at night .
so , i'll be burning my midnight oil .
and yeah , i also have not yet to do my english review .
feeeling so lazy to do work .

anw , i woke up from my sleep just now and when i stand , blood dripped continouously from ym nose .
my floor had drips of blood .
you won't imagine how panic i was . i went to the toilet and cleared the blood .
cleared alr and it dripped again .
walande , irritating sia .
then baby told me to put ice or drink smthg cold .
i did what was told .
i dapped the ice on my nose and few mins later , it starting bleeding profusly again .
what the fuck man !
so with mom's help , the bleeding stop .
she told me if it bleed again tmr , no need go school .
but i told her , i wanna go .
then i went online , baby say he's not going sch .
so will be just meeting him after school luh then .

currently watchin anak adam . like gerek gitu . very interesting .
but not really concentratng on the show though .

& oh yeah , ytd was mum and dad's 23 Anniversary {:
semoga both of you last very long and semoga panjang umur till you both get too see your grandchildrens {;





GOOD NIGHT , LOVE {L}

the tittle of the post ade mepek skit . coz since i have no idea what to write for the tittle .


today i rot at home like one shit . fucking bored at home .
i just kept on smoking . i seriously don't know whats wrong with me today .
i felt so moody , so weak . for idk why .
called my peeps and invited them to my house to slack like ytd but dorang tk angkat call .
so cancel jer lah .

nothing better to do , i browsed through masquerade costumes .
very interesting luh the website .
after , watched big momma house 2 .
then listen to songs and scream out like noone's business .
mother alek lmbat . lagi lamer luh aku rot pat uma .
was planning to go swimming alone in the morning but penat sgt so tk jadi .
baby msged me whether wanna go swimming together but i replied him that i don't want .
and he replied " bile i ajak , u taknk .. "
padehal i alr told him i malas to go ..
but now okey alr lah .

tmr start sch alr . haiyah . i've still not yet to write down 30 fucking phrases on my phrase book .
cibai -.-
malas ah nk uat !
buat bodoh ah . tkd mood nk uat pape .
kene mrh , mrh lah yer . tk pasal .


okay lah , nak stop blogging alr .




GOOD NIGHT ! {L}

It's a Saturday and it was sucha boring day in the morning but had loads of fun in the late afternoon .
meet the gerek peeps kat amk hub at 3 plus .
window shop carik v.day gift and bday present org .
then dorang lepak my house kejap .
malu seh bilik berserak biler dorang masok . tapi bia uh . dorang nye bilik ape kurangnye !
hahahahahahha !
behh satu2 haus . so told them self service uh . while i go and change to meet my mum kat tamp .
then they wait for me till i got ready .
around 4.30 gituk , we make a move .
all hantar me . they all heading to bugis . and i headed to tamp .
then meet mother at tamp , jalan jap then i told mother lets go to bugis since mai all smuer kat sane . then she said okeh .
so tranined there . reach bugis , msged them to meet me .
so we all jln together but tk close nan my mother and her friend .
went to topman and we all fell in love with the wallets . ;DDDD
mamam at long john . ate hersheys ice cream cake ajer .
the rest ate meal .
wasn't feeling that hungry .
i msged baby often so that he won't think i forget bout him . he's always in my mind oi !
he went out with dan anw to tpy .
so , around 7 plus , we headed home . smuer went separate ways .


& home sweet home {:

Take care & have a nice day , sweethearts ! {L}

SUP SUP SUP ! ;D



nari mother nan i go out together . g bugis junction then g amk hub .
bnyk uh nk cite tapi lazy to type .
sok je lah kay mira elaborate ? *wink*


anw , to all my lovely ones , esp baby , I'VE GOT SURPRISES FOR YOU GUYS ON V.DAY ! ;D




good night , love {L}