i'm not perfect and for that i couldn't give you the perfect love you crave for .
i know i always let go my hands off you whenever i bump onto my friends .
but please , don't get the wrong thing .
i've never been embarrassed having a boyfriend like you .
i've never thinked that way .
you don't know how grateful and lucky i am to have someone like you ..
you know me well and i know you well .
we both just can't lie to one another coz we know each other the best .
i can always feel when you're sad/disappointed/angry .
& i know , you can know when i am too .
when we try to deny it , we'll always say the word , "SIMPAN" .
and from there , we let things out .
i always get angry/sad/disappointed for a short period of time .
usually , when i get home , sleeep and online at 8+ , i'm alr back to my happy self .
but you ..
sigh , as i'm writing this , i'm so running out of words .
i love you so much and please , keep in mind that i've never regret loving you and i've never been embarrased being with you ..



{L}







one word for school today = HECTIC !

we had 2 test straight . first period was Social Studies and the next period was Physics .
i screwed physics .
tried to cui cui zan's answer but only managed to see some .
pffffft .
at least a pass would do lah . if fail , cannot go amos goh class alr .
the next leessooon was english and was supposed to have english comprehension test .
i was like , "WHAT THE FUCK ?! 3 TEST BERTURUT2 SIOL ! "
means , i have 3 ttests straight and no break . wtf .
so we whined to mrs tay . telling her that we just had 2 tests .
and she said why we didn't tell her earlier .
after much nagociation , she finally postponed the test as she said she don't want us to stress our brain too much .
how thoughtful {:

assembly was superb .
i mean , the puppet show from fingertips .
damn interesting esp the puppet DANCER .
maot uh die joget . hahahahhaha !

the whole school was detained by mr cheng due to the noise the school made and the slowness of the school to settle down .
ajan was told to stand on the stage .
i laughed like mad women i tell you .
muke tkd malu nye orang . hahahahha !
kesian kau , giler .

was released finally at 2 plus .
slack with birthday boy , mai and huz for awhile then i'm off to meet baby .
well , thats when the 'drama' starts .
will not elaborate .

he had stopped talking to me in msn now .
haiyah , what to do .
talk to him also , he'll reply so moodily and i won't like it .
see how he is tmr lor .
lau masih moody agik , i won't be excited for v.day outing the next day with him .
i don't wanna feel that way .
it's my first valentiine with him and i want it to be a great day ..
we'll see ...






GOOD NIGHT , LOVES {L}