Today i didn't go to school . My fever da makin rabak .
but my throat quite okay alr and so does my big ulcer .
my voice dah makin okay alr . thats a good thing .
but my cough is very rabak .
i had to suck cough sweets often to reduce my cough . it's really irritating .
feel very bored not going school .
mai updated me on my chemistry test .
i got full marks ;D alhamdulillah ..
that made my day at least . haha ! well , it means i don't get to meet baby again today .
restless giler oi ! brainstorming what i should do at home today .
i had "GET WELL SOON" msgs since 6.40am in the morning .
thanks alot luh sweethearts .
well , i really needa go school to pass my classmate the project work which needa be handed in today .
aiyo , i feel so bad . nnty tk pasal2 , dorang kene marah seh .
how ???
but baby told me to stay at home and rest . he don't want to hear/see me even going to school .
memang i wanna dengar his kate but , i need to pass up the project i need to collect notes/test papers . tmr maths test sehhh .
then i rang father few seconds ago that i need to go down to school .
instead he said " i don't think you're sick . there must be something that made you don't wanna go to school today . "
WALAU , i shouted at him and said " EH ! I KNOW MYSELF THE BEST WHETHER I'M SICK OR NOT OKAY ! YOU'RE ALWAYS WITH THE 'I THINK THERE IS SOMETHING IN WHICH MADE YOU DON'T WANNA GO SCHOOL TODAY' . IRRITATING TAU TK ! YOU KNOW I'M SICK AND IBU EVEN KNOW ! IF I'M NOT SICK , I WOULDN'T HAVE CALLED YOU WHEN I WAS IN THE CLASS TELLING YOU THAT I'M SICK ! IF I WERE TO GO SCHOOL TODAY , FOR SURE I'LL BE SENT DOWN TO THE SICK BAY AND YOU HAVE TO OME DOWN AND TAKE ME ! I DON'T WANNA TROUBLE YOU THATS WHY I STAYED HOME TODAY ! "
he wanted to answer me back but i interrupt him saying , " ah sudahlah , ii talk to ibu better uh . father smuer mmg gini mcm . pikiran sal anak bermacam-macam ! "
and i slammed the phone w/o saying bye .
geram kan ! aku dah sakit , lagi die nk ckp aku main2 sakit .
and he has the fucking guts to say that i was normal ytd .
what the fuck !
niy lah father . tk tau fikir betol2 . asik fikir negative . nabeyh .
dah lah , thinking of this makes me even sick .
so i'll ring mom instead later on .
she knws i have fever and knows my conditions the best .
bab sakit , tk gune bilang bapak uh ! bab yang more concern is the mother .
mother knows us the best better than father .
yang jage pun mother . bukannye father !


kay , cut it .


i'll ask mum if its okay if i go down to my school to collect some things .
she'll explain to me in a more good way and reasonable .
i listen to her more when i'm sick than father .
grr .
but later baby nmpk me outside school , for sure he'll be angry .
so i needa think THRICE bout going to school .
we'll see luh .





i'm bored . 1 more hour and baby will be dismissed .
waiting for his msg , patiently .



HAVE A NICE DAY {L} !