i bet he's alr at malaysia now having fun i guess .
things were so different today .
i sacrificed my sleep to get his msgs and to reply him .
but in the end , i received only a few .
not the same as when he went hong kong .
it's so driving me crazy trying to figure out what is actually in his mind , ya'll know .
the only msg he send me was , " b , i'm alr going to school taw . " , " b , take care taw . ilove you . jgn nottyy2 . " and " i dah nk kat smpai 2nd link " .
thats all you know ..
i send him this one long msg , die tk rreply .
wah , sedih giler sial ..
i don't wish to think negatively but the way you are now makes me think even worse .
sigh .

Woke up around 9 plus . itu pun coz ade org kacau my sleep .
an unknown number msged and called me .
but at last i got to find out the person was my old friend .
"pandai eh . skrng aru nk carik mira . tsk ! smack aru tawu !"
then actually nk jumpe coz dah lame tk nmpk .
sroh die tron amk tapi die tknk .
then i say lain hari uh jumpe coz i malas to go out anywhere .
tkd moooood nk kluar .

today there's no school coz the little sec 2 juniors and sec 3 ade camp .
so the school tutop for the rest of the levels .
i miss camps ..
seriously .. sec 4 mcm tkd fun sial . peh boring , tk bley angszs .
those yang sec 1, 2 , 3 boleh uh ckp yang sec 4 niy gerek or whatsoever .
but wait till you reach the level than you know whats the feeling .
4 more months to my N level prelims .
*dead*
5 weeks plus till i go m'sia . yes , i can't wait for it .
oh and yeah , my relatives from m;sia didnt managed to get the resort we wanted for family day .
so my dad rang them and suggest cameron highlands .
and they all agreed . so family day 09 is still on .
dah lame tk jumpe anak sedare and sedare smuer .
gonna brangkat on thurs night and will vvvvvroooooooooom to kuala lumpur .
then shhhhhoooooo to cameron higlands.
jadi jgn tk jadi !
lau tk jadi confirm sot punye .
perhaps , i chose the right choice for me and the rest .
as for me , i know the place is relaxing and romantic and cold .
maybe , thats where i can find some peace and to relax my mind from anything .
and fyi , i'm oing when 'm having my bloooody damn mid year exam .
gerek pe sia .
but idc , i'll enjoy gile babs there . haha .

ffe , me and mai actually plan to go swmming together actually .
but things got cocked up coz got heavy flow .
and my stomach is killing me .
next time yer .

aku belom mandi niy . jap lagik nk mandi then do homework at ace-learning .
leceehh bodoh .
kay lah , have a nice day people .







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