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Friday, March 20, 2009
seriously , i have like no fucking mood at all now . why ? it's just frustrating , baby . seriously . Just like ytd , you promised me to call . but in the end you msged me saying you're a lil sleepy . somehow , that msg is like trying to make me reply you back , " oh then like that no need call me luh since you're abit sleepy . " logical isn't it ? you know this march hols , i didn't get to talk to you much , i didn't get to meet you often and tuesday was the only day i get to meet you for while , i don't get to talk with you online that much .. i knew it my march holidays sucks like one fucking shit . just look at whats happening lah . it just suck big time man . you've promised me you'll call tonight kan ? so , i don't wanna hear/see u sending me a msg saying , " eh b , i'm a lil sleepy . " i tell you , i'll flare up if you were to send me that . we'll see if you hold on to your promise tonight . but don't get me wrong , mister . i'm not being selfish . i know you have your granny to look after . i'm just stating what i am FEEELING . you're just left with 1 1/2 fucking days to spend with me before you go . and this march hols is just a waste . i thought i could spend alot of time with you but things turned out bad . how unfortunate . but i'm understanding . i play fair and square punye org eh . yes , family comes first , my dear . not me . i don't even mind at all . coz i know if one of my family memeber got admitted to the hopital , obviously , i got no time for you at all . so i'm being fair and understanding enough . but one thing , when you said you wanted to go out today to jurong , do you know how fucking angry i was ? do you know ? i asked you out and you had all your reasons . i was being reasonable when you said you have your malay course today and i know and understand you'll be tired . but then you even have the guts to tell me you're going out . its lucky that you thinked twice bout going jurong . if you were to go , don't even bother msging me at all . nasib u tak g . i was cooled down when you said you weren't going . baby do you knw why i'm feeling this way ? .. i just missed you so much . 8 fucking days i couldn't meet you up .. and wednesday you're alr leaving me to perak for your camp and i had to wait for 4 days . calculate how many days i've been waiting for you . 8+4 = 12 days .. 12 bloody days , baby . tapi tkp luh , i can manage the pain still . but i just feel like crying so hard .. sigh .. ily , always .. |
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