He msged me last night .. i wasn't expecting anything ..
then he went online ..
he said sorry for the things he said yesterday ..
since he ditched me for ytd's outing , he wanted to make up on this coming friday as there'll be annual awards , the school will be released early ..
trust me , my hands were shivering to answer him ..
he said he promised nothing will happen and he promised , he won't ditch me anymore ..
but hmm , you know , once bitten , twice shy eh ..
it was hard for me to believe those words but coz i still have the love for him , i said that friday will be on ..
one thing that i must warn&say is that , things won't be the same anymore yeah ..


yesterday , i didn't sleep the whole night ..
my book kept me company ..
didn't even eat from morning till night but i just kept drinking water ..
eat medicine , i fought my heavy eyes as not to sleep ..
i kept on reading and reading my thick book ..
i don't think i could head down to p.r and chill as i seriously don't have energy to do anyting but to just be in my room and with the book .
tmr is sunday ..
and after , it'll be monday ..
and so it means , it a school day ..
i have to face everybody again ..
just hope i'll get well soon by then . i don't wanna faint , or vomit , or whatever in school ..
pleasssse uh .
i'll try to show my brighter side on monday ..

no worries bout me kay people .. {:







Have a great , great day ahead !






to my friend : i'm sorry .. but i hope you understand ..