i tell you , i can go crazy/mad/insane anytime from now .
fucking hell , he's making me so angry .

as usual , i didn't even fucking care to even msg him .
coz i know the more i say , the more the situation will get worse .
so i shut-my-mouth .
i saw him coming to school as i was alr in the canteen just waiting for the morning assembly to start.
again , i ignore . i tried not to look at him even , tho i did catch a glimpse of him for a while . less than a second okay -.-
school was prolly great today .
Ms Soh said i passed my maths test and i asked her .
(hoooorrraaayyyy!)
i didn't really concentrate enough during chemistry .
my mind was so disturbed .
after , it was p.e . and little did i know that i actually left my p.e shirt on my table .
fuck ! i've becoming more forgetful since the starting of this week .
see how much its affecting me ..
luckily zan forgot to bring his wallet and wanted to ring his mum using my phone to give him his wallet .
so i told him to bring me his p.e shirt also if there's a spare as i've forgotten mine .
i wanna thank zan blooody much for saving me from doing 20 push ups .
but well , in the end i had to do 10 coz i didn't wear the school p.e shorts .
for p.e , we did te 5 stations . except for incline pull ups and sit and reach .

Standing Broadjump : 153(first try)
170(second try)
Shuttle Run : 11.1 seconds
Sit-ups : 45 in 1 minute .

not too bad lah . so next week will prolly do pull-ups and sit and reach .
weird , i feel so eager to do the 2.4km run ;D
after p.e was physics . lagy aku tk concentate as i was tired and hot giler babi .
but at least i listened to what Mr Amos Goh was trying to say .
reccess was next . didn't change to our uniform as told .
rebel rebel rebel aje !
but in the end we did as Mr Chan walked pass our class and saw our class not in our sch uni .
suay sak .
so i changed in the classroom . hahaha !
i was super too lazy to go to the toilet tho we were given time .
it was during maths lesson at that period of time .
for mother tongue , we always knew cikgu won't come usually on wednesday .
we waited for more than 15 mins and she still didn't timbul .
so we headed to the library .
i read my thick thick book was was ended up getting distracted by my peeps .
so talk and talk .
bobal sal chalet and stuffs .
mai said that they're planning to make a chalet .
combination of 4N2&3 .
i thought it was such a pretty good idea . its been long since i last went for chalets .
but i told them we have to book early .
they say they'll decide after mid years and we'll see what will happen .
stayed at the library till 2 and we heard that the beatty idol audition is today .
so me and zan was like " WHAT !? TODAY ?! OMG , ARE YOU SURE YOU WANNA GO ? "
i said yes . zan and me were shivering and triedd to recite the song lyrics .
we thought of dueting but idk lah .
at last 2.30 we went to ava , we saw nthg .
and lucky mel told us that its _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ {:
damnit , you wouldn't know how relieved i was . so was zan !
then at 4 we went home .
i didn't weent home with hetesh today as i went out of school late .
sorry , pig ;D

keluar skola , nmpk dorang .
at first buat bdh then ramadan kept on distracting me -.-
so i asked him where's "HE" .
die ckp die tk dtg and i was like " ohhhh . "
bused home and mother was not really well .
she's resting now and i'm tryna find nice songs .


All the best to me and zan kay ? ;D