i only managed to lyn boyf tadik till 5 plus .
coz , i slept after i took my medication . yes , i'm still on medication coz i'm still fucking sick since 3rd may !
sial ! my cough is getting from bad to worst .
i do have asthma , but my Ventolin inhaler dah habes . so i have to depend on myself to get air .
but not as terok smpai tercungap-cungap lah .
just that i have to take deep breaths every now and then .
having a slight fevr . 37.9 degrees . tk so bad sgt luh .

woke up all of a sudden , realising i didn't tell boyf that i wanna sleep .
so kelam kabut bangun , cari2 handphone yang ter-hidden kat bwh bantal aku .
3 msgs from him .
he asked me whether he can go study kat library .
( as i've promised , i won't say anything .. )
i asked him where is he . then he never reply ..
then i say luh that i'm sorry to disturb him luh ..
after long waiting for his msg , he finally msg .
i tried my very best not to sound angry or hurt . lau tak , gadoh lagik .
Meeera sudah tidak sangguppppp ..
so i :x , and pretend i didn't know anything (:
but its aso due to my illness that i'm a lil grumpy . irritating seh asik batok2 .
hai .


i assume he's still not home yet . didn't even wanna ask him .
see whether he can know what i really feel .
dah sakit , nak kluar lagik .
tak tau pe nk ckp/buat lagik .
i'm obviously worried bout him , assholes .