Perhaps , i feel like i have no one already .
even my own boyf , don't feel sorry for what he'd done .
he thinks everything he do is right .
seriously , this isn't fucking fair .

go , go and prioritize your bloody friends kay . i know , friends comes first for you .
they make you happy whereas i always make you unhappy . right ?
thats what you really feel now kan ?
fine with me ya know .



you once said THIS , " i tak suke korang bobal or whatsoever . go delete him from msn or ape2 ! " .
then you also onced said , " i tak kesah ape korang promise each other . i tak nak you ade pape nan die . cut your ties with him . "
gosh , i think i'm such a bloddy FOOL to do all the things you've asked .
i did all that so that i won't hurt ya anymore .
but look at what you're doing to me now !

i don't know why you pey kate2 smuer jadii angin uh skrng eh !
ape setan da msok kat dlm bdn u !?

if you can't catch what i'm talking about , u go to your fucking tagged account and see what;s wrong kay .
you said you'll DELETE her . ha ha ! kimak , kate2 angin lagik sial !
hah , you get JEALOUS when guys ask me for basic intro and for my email add .
BUT YOU YOURSELF ARE DOING IT !
TAK MSOK AKAL KAN ?!

you ask girls for intro , add kat msn . you think i can know what you bloody guys are talking about ?!
you pandai uh eh , nak halang i , jgn chat nan dek niy , dek tu .
I KASI U MUKE , U NAEK KEPALE !

you think i ape , DOLL yang tadi hati and prasaan pe ?!
eh stop it sak .

kepale nan hati mcm nk huncur ah . lau boleh mati skaly bagos kan !
no me , you won't die right ?
you have your GIRLS with you , to accompany you .
who am i to you now , seriously ?
i don't feel like i'm your lover anymore but just your special friend .

lau dah tak sayang , bilang . jgn hacurkan prasaan org .





I'm so fucking down ..
why are people doing this to me ? ..