sometimes , the night sets me wondering .
and when i do , tears started rolling down my cheeks .

we don't really msg one another like how we used to .
maybe coz you're busy with your own stuffs ?
or you're just not in the mood ?

every day and night , no matter what time it is , i tend to check my phone if there's any msgs from you .
But sadly , i received msgs from my friends when i was seriously expecting you .

i'm so trying to adapt to the way you are now .
just trying to make you happy and so not to fight again .
i care and love this r/s .
i'll do anything for it to last .
eventhough , there's so many holes in my heart .

still , i'm gonna be strong .
you're most strongest girl ever .
being the one who'll give you the love you never had .

you try , try to find others who can treat you like the way i do .
could you find ?
could they treat you like i do ?
could they love you like i do ?
could they be faithful like i do ?

am i not showing enough love for you and this r/s ? :|