Well boyf . perhaps this is the best way for me to tell ya my feelings which i've been keeping all alone ..


when we fought , i felt so weak .
i felt i've lost you , lost you forever and never coming back .
i swear i've never felt like this before .

why the hell i'm scared of loosing you when we're fighting ?
you your ownself know the answer .
in fact , most of the people who knows us , knows the answer themselves ..
the reason is , i just love you very much .

think back , was i scared to loose any of my ex's ?
did i ?
but you , you're someone so special . someone whom i treasure with all my heart .

when we fought , yes , i think of many things negatively .
i was angry .
like the song 'Take a Bow' says , " i gave you love but all you gave me was pretend " .
i felt so cheated when you reacted so harshly towards me ..
i was so hurt , so disappointed .
i cried all day and night , thinking why must this happen to me all the time ..
all i ask from you is happiness ..

and yes , what i s a relationship without fights yeah ?
i believe in that . coz without fights , the relationship is so not normal eh .
and with these fights we had , i thought we could understand and learn more about each other ..



"PROMISE me , that you won't ever leave me no matter what happens in the future ..
PROMISE me , that you will love me no matter what happens to the both of us ..
Baby , i really want to take take this relationship seriously .. "

"I know i won't ever leave you , because i love you very much . Just you Nuramira!:-)"

"Baby must understand , i can't afford to loose you to anyone .. There's no one else that is so knd hearted , sweet & beautiful like you . "

"I told you dulu kan , whether we have a smooth or rough relationship , I'm still & always be Mira's boyfriend:-)"

"Happy 10 months baby ! ape ape jadi , i tetap setia dengan you . I sumpah demi allah ! I won't let anyone to touch/steal you from me ! Amira , the only girl that i love since o5o5o8!! "

"Loosing you is a never . I taknak hilang tempat bermanje .. Ily:-)"

"Keep those words that you told me no matter what happens . I'm having high hopes on us . i da malas nak carik matair lagy . I nak you je , mmira . I've known/understand/trust/love you for a long time already & i don't want to see us breaking apart . For once , i'm scared to loose a stranger who was once my friend and now she has become my girlfriend . Don't ever make my heart feel lonely & broken again . Nabil&Mira , since o5o5o8(: "




and etc ..




do you rmb all these msgs that you send me baby ? ..
i read all of the msgs you've sent me every night ..
and after , i close my eyes and pray that whatever you told me , you'll mean your words ..





with love ,

Your girlfriend ♥♥♥♥