blogger still can't get pictures uploaded . what the shitzszsz .
okay whatever -.-
but i hope it'll be okay soon .

today was the second day of semester 2 .
the time-table for this new semester seems too pressurizing .
for one thing i'm glad is that , there's no more POA lesson as the last period of the day .
if not , we'll always be jailed in the classroom by santhi and we'll start to curse her and all kinda stuffs .
today , i slept halfway during english . i couldn't stand my eyes .
tanny ho woke me up during geog .
muke masai habes .
then , efa told me something and it made my blood boil alot .
i asked zan whether i'm in the wrong for all this shitzs .
and he said no . even i think i'm not .
i mean , i didn't even do anything wrong till he always wanna find fault with me .
like what the fucksszs man ?
aubrey and i talked alot more today than to yesterday .
today morning was so hilarious , i tell you .
mai and i got stalked early in the morning .
HAHAHAA !
it all started when i was at bradd mrt , lining up to withdraw some cash when that 2 matzsszs came .
satu mcm lidi , satu mcm bantal . hahaha !

and so , mai is supposed to meet sham today at tpy .
and jo was supposed to meet me outside school but inthe end tak jadi .
gadoh kejap nan die over the phone when i was at the library .
geram aku , tau tk .
but aku keep cool coz si zan tu buat lawak bodoh sal reproductive system nye topic in the hman body book .
nak marah pun tak jadi .

in the end , i went home first before going out .
told jo to meet me at 3.30 and had alr warned him not to be late .
in the end , aku yang late ;DD
tak selalu sia b , aku lambat ;DDDDD
he wore long sleeve and he complained panas . ape saje je lah dektu . haha !
sap rokok outside while waiting for sham .

da bes , we u-turn back to mrt station and after few minutes , panjang pun umur die .
made a move yo sky garen as we had no where else to go .
terserempak aida and anaa .
went up to sky garden and i started to kacau jo .
standard . ahahha ! i will always win ;DDD
then around 5 plus , mai nan sham angkat kaki . and left me and jo aje .
we lepak till 7 . we shared our life stories and the shitszs thats happening to me and him . and then headed to ock since we're hungry .
he disturbed me all the way to ock .
i swear hs hands are so icy cold when he touched my cheeks .
tsk . senang take in temperature siak .

at first , i wanna take bus home . but pikir2 balik , take train in the end .
was in the same train as him .
he keep on pestering me to do center parting . hahaha !
siak eh !
alighted at amk and home sweet home .


was early today as i'm tired and sleepy .







before i end , i wanna say something to all those who're damning me for what had happened between me and 'him' .


Seriously , who are you guys to say such things about me ?
who are you guys to stop me from what i wanna do ?
who are you guys to blame me for what had happened when you guys don't even know the true story ?
Eh sial ah , aku brani sumpah ah eh aku tkd nak carik hal nan tu budak ah .
aku nak damai nan die walaupun dah break , die nk perah minyak .
kirekan aku jugak ah yang salah ?
kimak ..
Korang sebok sal hidop aku asal ?
so what lau sekarang aku attached ?
nape die break promises die boleh , aku tk boleh ?
pls ah , aku da penat ah asik nak kasi muke kat orang . Semuer naek kepala !
nak kate ade otak , tak gune .
pikir ah sial .
korang nak damn aku , bobal blakang aku , pikir dulu ah .
aku memang tak pasal ah kay .
sebab , ape yang korang ckp smuer aku bo layan .
yang penting , aku enjoy hidop nan ape yang aku ade sekarang ah kay .
suke hati korang uh siul .
aku pun malas nak layan niy merepek smuer .
aku tau , aku tak uat pape .
(:









" i don't know whether i could forgive for what you've cursed me .. "