momma is in the hospital now and i'm at home to rest for a while .
she has to stay 8 hours at the hospital first so that doc can confirm whether or not she's suffering from that illness .
i'm going back to SGH at about 5 plus , alone .
so if momma has to be admitted , i'll be staying overnight there .
no point stying home coz , NO ONE IS AT HOME .
how great .
called brother to inform him and he told me to call him if there's anything .

reached home around 12 plus with dad .
he played the comp while i knocked off on my bed .
i was damn bloody tired and sleepy due to the late night call .
woke up at 7.30 today and went out at 8 .
maunye tk ngantok .
slept till 3 plus and jo called me .
he say he wanna meet me but i told him i can't .
he whined . mati2 nak jumpe . but still i say i can't .
sanggup plak tu nak turon SGH lepas keje . ish !
we'll meet some other day wokey .

last night convo was funny .
he used this languange to me ,


HIM : B , aku nak jumpe kau la / B , kau dah kenape ? / B , kau nak taplek aku ? and etc .


i found it kinda funny and irritatiing , i tell you . hahha !
ade ke bobal nan aku kasar gini mcm .
ish !



we talked alot and laughed alot .
mai called me ytd , i think ?
eh noo .
she didn't .
ade appointment nan SHAM lah tuuuu . ahah !




i miss ffeeeeeeeee :{
i miss mai toooo :{
efa punnnnnn :{

i miss ffe and mai coz they're the ones yang slalu aku dpt interact well with .
i miss efa , my donkey coz cam dah lame tk bully die ;p
meet up soon kay .
tgok keadaan .
pape lau aku kene stay kat hospital , korang turon sane laaaaa kay .


father's sleeping and i'm alone . chatting with raihan currently .

the guy who's been wanting to know me kept on calling me since yesterday and it damn fucking irritating .
he called me when i was at the hospital , busy talking to the nurse about my mom's condition and he called .

ME : HELLO .
HIM : HELLO . NIY MIRA EH ?
ME: UH , NIY MIRA .
HIM : NIY SAPE ? (bodoh kan tanye lagik ?)
ME : MIRA LAH !
HIM : OHKAY . INI BUDAK SMLM UH . CAMNE U ? BOLEH KENAL2 TK ?
ME : HAIYO . TGOK LAH CAM MANE . CAN YOU LIKE PLEASE STOP CALLING ME ?
HIM : OH WHY CAN'T I CALL YOU ? (with that tak-bersalahnye-voice)
ME : LOOK , I'M DAMN FUCKING BUSY NOW AT THTE HOSPITAL OKAY .
HIM : ABEH ?
ME : SO CAN YOU PLEASE STOP CALLING ME ! YOU SEE , I'M BUSY OKAY . I'M SORRY .
HIM : ALA , OKAY LUH .


wah . irriTETEK siak aku .
then i think he felt bad and he msged me around 2 plus saying ,

" Hey . i noe u irritated psl i kol2 . sry . tdi i nak add u pt friendster tpy tkble , tktau asl , under maintainence ke ape uh . soooo , how ? "

-.-

i didn't even bother to reply him .
why should i ?
don't even wanna know other guys for now .
coz i know , the path will go the other way round if wrong actions are taken .
why should i let him know me ?
well , somehow i can't rmb giving my number to someone named , Wan biol :S
he said he got my num from him .
ala , whatever lah kan .
i don't even care from who you got my number .
i'll be your friend unless you show me how good you are .
okay , deal ?
(:










" love is a very painful thing . "