Re-edited my skin since some complaine they cnnot view my blog .
surprisingly , it was my ex who told me that .
oh well ..






people had been confronting me in msn , blog , smses , calls and etc .
well , seriously , i appreciate it so much ..
you guys may not know what i'm feeling right now .
i'm lost . what erra said is true . i'm lost ..
i've been through so much with that boy .. and everything just ended like that ..






to ajan : i'm sorry if i was kinda arrogant to you in school .. i have my reasons ..
the exact same day when i broke up with nabil , you called me but i didn't answer .
and i called you back ..
the ffirst thing you asked me was , " Mira .. how are you ? .. are you okay ? .. "
and the second thing you asked was , " when did it happened ? mira pls don't cry .. "
oh well , i cried anw .
ajan , thanks so much ..
i'll ring you when i need ya . thanks for everything ..




ffe : ffe , i'm sorry that i avoided you very much in school ..
again , i have my reasons too ..
aku mintak maaf sebab aku tk pikir sebelom aku buat ..
having to know that you and me has been friends for 4 years , and i'm doing this to you just to satisfy 'his' heart ..
you made me cry that day . and i think back , there was a reason why you didn't confronted me .
coz you wanted to me be strong like how i used to ..
the mira that you used to know ..
thanks for being there with me when i broke up with him that morning ..
thanks ffe ..




to mai : mai , i'm sorry i was so stubborn not listening to all your advices .
sebab aku terlalu sygkan die lah aku jadi gini ..
i'm sorry that i drifted apart from you guys quite alot of times when i'm still with nabil ..
you can give up on advising me , mai .
coz till now , i'm stubborn ..
why ? coz aku masih sygkan nabil ..
i'm sorry ..




to Yan : yan , thanks for confronting me when you knew the situation i'm in ..
you're a sweet boy ..
but i'm sorry , i couldn't entertain you much .
i have my reasons and just let me be the one who only knows it ..



to my taggers who tagged me : thanks everyone .














how long must i suffer with this kinda state ?
people are thinking i'm the one who asked for this ..
it totally brings down my name .






but baby , The Best Liar Award goes to You ..


i believed all your words .
you said , " you're the only one i love . "
believing that you'll be faithful to me ..



words are just temporary .
now i've realized how sucha liar you are , baby ..


a great round of applause for you ..
i shouldn't believe promises you made ..
coz you've broke it ..








but still , i'm waiting to be with you again some day ..



if you ahve someone new , Last Long with her ..
treat her well , don't treat her bad ..
don't ever neglect her ..
don't use hurtful words to her ..
don't hurt her feelings ..


I hope all the best to you if you're having someone else ... {:

Good luck and i'll always miss and love ya ..