Sunday , 7th June .

so right after he broke off with me -.- , i got so frustrated .
i then called my outside friend to meet .
he told me to go to his house since most of the girls and the guys i know is there .
so bused there .

went out around night time and went home nearing midnight plus with bro's help .

they bought chivas , and got this another which i don't know .
i didn't know which one they gave me coz they served me with cups and i was watching tv so i just took it and get tipsy .
drank till i can't drink anymore .
my friend helped me .
slept for some time and they send me home . the girls lah .

go home , gedebakkkk ! tros tido dookkkk .




Monday , 8th June .


went out around 3 plus to 4 .
headed to mai's crib as all my cliques are gathering there .
i needed them so much ..
i reached first followed by zan , ffe and standard , efa last .
i only ate once today . itu pun kene pakse nan mai and her mom .
hahah !

then lepak kat bwh , smoke smoke smoke .
went up again as i felt so noneng{dizzy} . took panadol and rested for while .

after maghrib , we went down again .
this is where i got the laughters i craved for since after sucha long time ..
we sang , took pictures , disturb each other ..

went up around 8 plus as i wanted to pee badly .
i was reading 'his' msgs in my phone while lying down beside ffe .
then suddenly mai shouted " MIRA ! ape kau buat ! "
and she snatched my phone .
grrr .
so i chased her outside and zan and ffe followed us outside .
ffe threw me a stick and i couldn't light up and cried all of a sudden ..
mai comforted me and when i stood up , i hugged her and cried again .
i don't see whats the point of me crying for him eh , when he's there not even sheding a tear and having fun ?

then ffe zan mai gave me a hug .
it was an emotional time luh ..
now i realized how important they are in my life ..
no them , i can die .
no boyfriend , tk mati .


made a move around 10 .
reached home , washed up and talked with mai .
soon ffe called .
conference till 3 am .

then jo called me .
talked to him till 4 plus .
then he put down . he told me he wanna call me back .
but tak call pun !
itu budak mintak kene JOTOS ! hahahah ;p


tmr i will be out by 8 am as i have to travel all the way to jurong to pass brother's army uniform . sial ah !
nasib ade teman .

i truly can't wait for thurs .
i wanna spend time with my peeps more often !
they're my laughing gas !




i told mai and ffe in the conference , " I'm sorry for what i did .. having you guys is my most bestest birthday gift ! you guys have been there for me when i need you whereas he wasn't there for me .. I love you guys .. "



PHOTOS !

Thanks for all the gifts . nabil {: aku will treasure it properly {:

My precious cliques .


lau tak RETI BAHASA , niy badak nan aku cume K-A-W-A-N {:

feat Donkey Milo Pau ;p





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& oh yeah people , well i've read his blog .

indeed , i got angry . but think back , no use lah kan .
yes , being in a r/s is risky . so what ? scared of risks ?
tsk .
that shows how unprepared you are .
i can say this coz i've been through this before you .
thats why i'm prepared for the worst of our r/s .

since in YOUR blog , you said we're just gonna be friends , oh my , SO BE IT ;D
i'm happy and okay with that .

you see , you won't die w/o me kan ?
i know .

lets go back to square one man !

i'm moving on , love .
i'm moving on with my life .
with my friends around me , there's no way i could find any sorrows in me .

i don't see the point of me crying all night for you , looking through our memories when you don't even care no more bout me .

let see whether you could get a girl who treats you like how i do .
who could love you like i do .
who could ACTUALLY BE FAITHFUL to you like i could .
who could actually be a WOMEN OF HER WORDS {:

we'll see , baby .

since this is what you want , YOU'VE GOT IT !

i think i'm not angry with you {:
no worries .