today might be fun .
today might be memorable .
today might be the most happiest say in my life since after what had happened .


i'm not gonna elaborate what i did today that much .
just that i met zan at amk mrt platform at 8 am plus in the morning and trained to joo koon .
met brother to pass his uniform and me and zan dah lapar gile , we headed to boon lay , jurong point .

ate at burger king .
me and zan had a lil chat together while we're sitting at the beautiful place .
i shared with him what i felt and surprisingly , he gave me good advices .


soon , jo came .
tak sah lau tk uat aku geram .
tapi aku tahan je . hati panas , ttp muke maintain .


we went to some block to smoke .
zan could get along with him very well .
made a move at 12 plus and headed to mac plak since i was so thirsty .
kat sane , aku kene rabak .


then blablablabla .
alek uma , aku kene bomb .



please luh dearest ex , aku at least masih care sal kau ..
sampai hati kau bobal ' kau aku' nan aku .
aku tau ko dah besar . dah pandai nk uat org gini mcm ..
tapi after all we've been through .. kau bobal gini mcm nan aku ..
hati nk nk hancur pun dah tk larat lagik ..






tmr is my birthday .
i don't even feel like celebrating it .
i've got bombarded on the eve of my birthday ..
how sad is that ?






















" i know , i could never find a guy like you .. imysm .. "