wanted to update yesterday after i reached home .
but comp buat hal .
so i just off the comp and go to my bed to rest .


went outaround 6 plus .
trained to outram .
light up a cigg while walking .
forgotten that sgh is near cantonment .
nasib tk kene ape2 .

so momma was retained for 8 hours in the hospital .
was supposed to be discharged at 8pm but in the end discharged at 10.30pm .
mcm sial kan ?
her hand which has the needle in it was swollen .
so i approached the nurse to take off the needle coz momma's hand was so swollen .
gedek sia jari !
the nurse told me to wait .
so i waited . half an hour , mash lagik tk bukak .
wah , blood hot you know .
then i sound them a lil , baru dorang bukak .
geram !

10.15 , doctor explained to mom that its just a typical heart attack . so its not really serious .
but , still momma has to go for check-ups at the Heart Centre on the 6th Aug to seriously confirm that she's not suffering from any heart problems like what the doctors had suspected .
so momma has 6 days leave .

the hospital was damn bloody eerie at night .
cabbed home .

ytd he didn't call me .
again , luckily i didn't wait as i was damn bloody tired .
slept right after mai put down the phone around 2 plus .


today , mother didn't wake me up early in the morning with her screams .
coz she knew i was tired bout ytd .
woke up at 10 plus coz he called me .
die suke tau call bile org tgah tido .
*Suke eh kau kacau org tgah tido , b ! :@ !
then tibe2 he tengking2 at me .
wah , blood naek sial .
mcm nak letak je tu phone , tapi tak letak lah .
i was fucking angry luh . nak tengking balik kat die , nnty lagy terok .

but in the end , around 11am gituk , he msged me saying sorry .
he was too stressed out .
haiyer , me tak pasal .
vent lah your anger banyak2 at me . coz i understand you're having a major problem now .
and i'm the one who will lend my ears to listen to your probs and try to help you solve it out .
dekni tsunami uh kdg2 .
aiyoooo .
takp , understanding .


went ntuc with momma to buy some groceries .
told her i feel like eating mee pok dry .
so bought the ingredients and some salads , fruits and fruit juices .
headed to mac for a cup of cappuccino , fries and hot fudge .
i only drank a cup of cappuccino while mum ate fries , hot fudge and medium cappuccino .
had a great talk with momma .
stopped at OCK to buy some food for dad and one On-stick sotong .
after that , homed .


talk talk with dad and mom .


tmr , will be heading to mai's crib to finish up our holiday assignments .



currently chatting with yan and downloading videos into my psp .
i can't wait for tmr !
i miss my girlfy !
huhu !





B , bile kau nak jumpe aku sia !
cb .
ahaha !









" you know , you're just a great liar . your words are vanished into thin air alr . have you forgotten EVERYTHING ? "