I'm realy sorry i made you feel that way about yourself ..
I just think i'm really not ready for this ..
i've once said , lets try out and see how well it goes ..
after 1 month plus with you , i still feel that i'm still not yet ready ..
i've tried hard enough to have faith , to be strong but i just can't .


i realized , after i've broke up with "him" , i'm not myself .
like what my cliques said , i've changed .
i do realized that , people .
cliques has been saying not to be like thiss just because of what happened to me and "him" .
i psycho-ed myself to think positive but still to no avail .
i'm really sorry ..




I just had to do whats best for me ..





I pray hard for you that you'll always be safe and sound and healthy .
don't do stupid things anymore , pleaseee i beg you .
sdo still keep in touch with me .

i'll miss you .