i've been even more quieter now .
less entertaining people . for some of them lah ..
i don't know what's happening .
but it hurts me alot .
i'm blamed for something i didn't even do .

and to you , i don't know what's wrong with ya towards me nowadays .
maybe coz of my attitude now which i think makes you feel uneasy .
i apologize for that . i seriously didn't mean to do all this .
i just have to do what's best for me .
it wasn't my intention to break off with him .
what's the point of continuing when i can't ?
love can't be forced .
and i know you care bout me .
but there's no need for your sarcasm .
it's just either you're testing my patience or you want me to feel angry .
that just don't help me to change .
can you please , change the way you advice .
i think i'll be happy and will always look forward to your advices if you were to change the way you advice .
i'm sorry for the wrongs i did .




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chop chop !


today , did MOE survey .
it's irritating as they're always asking the same question .
18 pages of survey and i did it in 10 mins .
poa lesson was okay , though i felt sleepy at that one point of time .
aubrey kept on shaking me to wake up each time i lay my head on the table .
he's being a good friend , indeed .
i get to understand the current topic we're doing .

physics was so-so .
chem was fun as usual .
why ? coz i'm always beside mai .
i feel very happy and cool down whenever she's with me . together with efa .
they just understand me better .
as my best girls , they understand what i feel better .

now , i know mai's feeling not right .
i was chatting with her and suddenly she was showing me a sad face .
i asked her why but she don't wanna tell me .
she'd promised me tmr she'll tell .
i make sure i will rmb her promise .

to mai : remember , i'm always here for you kay , babe . ily {:













currently chatting with sham and waiting for mai to chat with me .











tmr will be going for study date with sham .
he'd alr warned me to bring my maths textbook coz i forgotten to bring it last week . ahaha !





okay lah , i wanna chat .





ciao .