supsz .


english , social studs. , mother tongue , maths p1 & poa are all done .
left with comb sci. , comb humans & maths p2 .

so today , only N2's and the techs have to attend for exams .
my class is the only one in the hall . so they decided not to on the air con .
today was kinda tough for me ..

i had to fight the pain i'm suffering .
my finger and also my head .
i had a very hard grip on my table .
i was fidgeting alot .
felt like as if i could tear the table away .

i didn't manage to complete the second paper for poa .
to much pain for me to bear .
so i just kept on gripping till 11.28 am .

after dismissal , i felt so weak .
felt like i could knock off again anytime , anywhere .
i didn't even have strength to pick up my bag .
called dad once i stepped out of school .
told him i felt like fainting again and he told me to take cab to my house to fetch him and head to polyclinic .
ffe and zan helped me till i got in the cab .
thanks alot you both and thanks ffe fr your concern .
that goes to mai & sham also {:

reached clinic , register myself and was sent to emergency room .
bla and bla happen , finally went to see a doctor .
she asked me whether i hit anythin on my injured finger coz it's swelling .
but i couldn't remember whether i hit my finger hard on the floor when i fainted on sunday or not .
but if my swelling gets worse , i have to go for x-ray .
she gave me some medicines .
then i have to go to another room for dressing .

i swear my hand shivered like hell .
i was afraid of the saline liquid that you have to put on your wound and it'll be very painful .
the nurse cleaned my wound with that and she applied this thin that looks like a small netting but it contains chemical to make the wound better .
she covered my finger with a clear plaster which could last for 2-3 days where i could alr remove it .
sui sui time puase can take out alr .
heh !

doc gave me antibiotics which i have to complete the whole course .
pain killer if the pain is very excruciating .
saline liquid to wash my wound after 2-3 days .
antibiotics gel to be put on the injured area .

countdown : 4 more days to puase !
;D





i know i can endure all the challenges that awaits me duringg the fasting month ..
i know i can {:










& i'll miss you , my dear ..