In life , it's impossible not to have friends .
And it is more impossible not to have enemies or people you do not like .
I admit i detest some people who'd left footprints in my heart .
It gave me this sense of hatred so much that i do not ever wanna forgive them .

I don't mind if that someone does not treat me as a friend or whatever .
Knowing that now is the month of Ramadan , i do not wanna increase my sins with the hatred i have with these people .
I may talk behind their backs , curse them , swear them or whatever .
I do really wanna repent .

I wanna relieve that sense of hatred as soon as possible .
I seriously don't mind if you don't treat me as your friend or whatsoever as i've said earlier .
as long as i know i'm doing something good and un-sinful .

I know i have done wrongs to some people and i apologize for that .
It's also up to you to forgive .
No humans can ever not make mistakes in their life .



So why am i writing this ?
Well , it's because , i suddenly remembered someone's birthday .
obviously , someone whom i used to detest .
Someone who'd already left a big big footprint in my life and also in my heart .
i've forgotten bout the past , fyi .
But anyway , Happy Advanced 15th Birthday to you .
May you succeed in whatever you do and MAY god bless you .