i had a short nap . i thought of wanting to sleep more as i had a very tiring day helping mother to cook the dishes for tmr's celebration ..
but , i woke up , sweating with tears rolling down .

i had a dream ..
a short dream where i met tok mak somewhere so beautiful .
the place was the most wonderful one ..

i'm not sure bout the tears .
sigh .



the takbir will be live on radio today after break fast ..
i miss hearing the takbir ..
it's only once in a year to hear the takbir .
takbir is an azan meant for hari raya .


i don't know why when i hear it , i could cry .
the melody of it is so beautiful ..
hmmm ..


am not sure whether i'm really looking forward to hari raya ..
am i gonna show a fake face tmr morning ?