well , the outcome was .. that i couldn't be promoted to sec 5 coz i'm short of 1 more subject .
I PASSED MY BLOODY MATHSZSZ !
!@#$$#@# ~


congratz to efa, zan , khalish , dan , sol , shareezat and hannah !
i'm proud of you guys .


da msok sec 5 , tkmu lupe aku eh ?
lupe aku , aku debik korang .
;p







somehow , i'm happy that i can choose most of the course that is stated in the booklet as all the courses they offered me in the slip contains all the courses in the booklet .

im able to take Pharmaceutical Tech .
googoogaga !


























oh well , my nightmare isn't over yet .
whats wrong with me now ?
sigh .

GOOD LUCK TO ALL MY FELLOW CLASSMATES/SCHOOLMATES FOR YOUR RESULTS TOMORROW .


What is done , is done .
Let's not reret over somethings' that has been done .
no use right ..




i know i'm saying this but in the end i am gonna regret alot when i receive unsatisfied results .
even so my last resort will be ITE , i don't mind at all .
who knows i can do better there since its more to hands-on than to theory .
but the thing is that , what if i et the course i am not interested in due to my results ?
i'll be suffering like how i suffered since sec 3 due to my POA .
i really regret taking that subject .




i really hope at least , i can get the course i want and interested in .






may god be with all of you , always .

well , its exciting to say that i'll be setting my eyes on this hottie in 13 and a half hours time .
(*googooogaga !*)
yea yea yea , i know this movie has been out weeks ago .
and most people have alr prolly watched it .
so what eh ?
(*wth the sat-sat face*)


craaaapppp .



will be having a date with boyf tmr .
he'd alr booked the tics today , i think .
he should be coz he dropped by woodlands(his working place) to book .
well , that was what he said .


today , i met mom at geylang .
well , she was shopping for her D&D stuffs .
i was searching around for interesting blouses and one actually caught my eye .
it was retro-ish , seriously .
and i know i have my metallic leggings to go along with it .
so , i'm like gonna wear it tmr for the dateeeeeeeeeeee .
but , i'm kinda awkward to wear it on a date with a guy especially coz i feel shy .
bla bla , you can laugh your ass off seeing me type that .
whatever .
but its the fact , you seeeeee .
i've never worn a so feminine outfit with any of my previous ones' before .
now , i'm trying to like wear this kinda outfit most of the times .
i'm more comfortable wearing it when i'm with my girls .
but yeah , i just have to have confidence in myself right .
hopefully , i won't feel that awkward tmr or i'll start to piss myself off .
(*wierd aye ?*)



dinner menu was chicken cutlet with rice at (i-dont-know-whats-the-place-called) .
met with mom's friend and her little 5 year old daughter .
had sundaes , fries and hot claypot at the tanjong katong restaurant .
the hot fudge was such a heaven !
idk why i was craving for ice creams .
haaa !





anw , bought my lenses at t.k.c .
i was attracted to the freshlook's sterling grey lens .
its cheap eh .
the gemstone green was beautiful but its too bright .
so decided to take sterling grey .
somehow , it makes me look like as if i've been possessed .
ahaha !














so yeah , i think i've updated enough eh .
nights !

where do you want , baby ? ;p

















sapppppp !




(lame sial aku tk blog .)

ok , updates for the past couples of days .
OH OH ! first of all , i had my last day of work today .
luckily i asked sheena about my mon/tues roster .
then she said there's enough agents so i don't needa go .
if she last minute calls me up and says that there's not enouh agents , kimak , CONFIRM CONFIRM kene maki nan aku/abg .

however , it saddens me when some colleagues was down when they knew bout it .
sadly , i didn't get a chance to say my last goodbye to Hafiz , Rabi , Dian , Ramadan , Nadhirah , & Ranjini(HAHAHAHA) .



i'll miss all of you guy nye jokes , cuteness .





Hafiz : I'm sorry if i've been bullying you everytime i see you . But i really didn't mean all that . You're such a great friend , Hafiz ! i've never regret knowing you . " Kerek sia kauuu .(shows face) " , haha . I hope you rmb that eh ^^ && GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR N LEVEL RESULTS ! ;D

Rabi : Rabi ! you're such a great friend too man ! you helped me with customers when i'm panicked . entertaining all my nonsense . hope to meet you around someday ! ;D take care okay ! work hard !

Dian : haha , you ah , never fail to make me laugh so hard with all your sarcasms on people . you have been a great T.L , dian . wish you all the best with your studies yeah !

Ramadan : I was first shy to talk to you . but since after the day i sat in the training room with youa nd the rest , you broke the ice and we started talking .
never reret knowing you as you were also there to help me when i panicked myself with the bloody customers . haha . wish you all the best in your studies kay ! ;D

Nadhirah : I still rmb the first time you worked there , i was the first to sit beside you .
and i was told to supervise you and the other new agent by debrah .
you were so friendly and we became friends .
go smoke together , joke and laugh out loud .
today was the last i hear your jokes and laughters .
i really had fun with you on my last day . thanks for it NAD ! GOOD LUCK FOR YOU O LEVEL RESULTS ! ;D

RANJINI : (hahaha) , mai must be laughing her ass off aye ? lol ! but hey , i miss her .
i'll miss her cuteness and laughters .
see you around someday , Ranjni ! ;D



















enough updates not ?











okay last one kay .






wed will be having movie date .
thurs will be going Labour Court .
Fri , take results( :S ) , maybe lepak with boyf at nightos .
Sat -Sun , will be at JayyyyyyBeeeeeee .















kay enough !
tak boleh update banyak2 ;p

i've been lazy to update my blog .
geees .



i want free hugs .
anyone ?


;D



however , i'm left with another4 more bloody fuckin' days till i leave that bloody fuckin' place .
and good luck to that bloody fuckin' place .


i hafta' go to Labour court as i have an appointment with the MOM .
due to ?
*confidential*
eventhough some ppl knows bout it .
serves damn bloody shit right .



you can't fool me , assholes .
doncha' have a mouth to even say SORRY or even INFORM me of the stupid delay of my salary ?
tsk , you're so lack of compassion .
and also , don't even feel bad bout what had happened .




brother gua da kasi lu chance , lu anggek .
pape jadi , padan muke korang .











so long , goodbye .
anw , i'll miss all my lovely friends there .
*hugs*

CUTE NK MAMPOS !

the one on the right , my dearest brother , i would like to wish you a





HAPPY 23rd BIRTHDAY !!

semoga dimurahkan rezeki and may allah bless you always , brother .




come home soon !
we're waiting for you ;D





















*dang~ dpt gaji sui sui time birthday die luh siul !

it seriously breaks my heart ...
his birthday is just few weeks away ...
tak sempat die celebrate birthday die ke 23 ...
he died at the age of 22 ...


JUST 22 ...



he was a very good son to his parents ..
a son who works hard to achieve what he wants ..
a bright child ..


it really breaks everyone's heart ..



why did you have to go and leave us behind ... ?



why so soon , abg ein ?



why ? ...







its still a shockin news to all of us here .
brother called us on sunday as he was in the forest on sunday . thats why he couldn't get the sms my mom sent him .
he scolded us 3 for not calling the camp's emergency hotline to inform him ..
he cried and it broke my heart again .
i cried while talking to him .
i know how he feels coz he was the cousin that me and my bro is close with .
me and brother always hope that abg ein will tag alon with his parents when they come over to singapore ..
but now .. we can't hope anything like that anymore ...


i didn't even get to see him on hari raya aidilfitri , hari raya haji ..
what saddens me is that few years ago , my ayah ngah passed away few days after hari raya haji also ..
it made me recall back about the past ..





whats even worse , he was my first cousin on my dad's side to go ..
ya allah ..






ytd on the way back home , i saw alot of stars in the sky .

it was positioned like this :