it seriously breaks my heart ...
his birthday is just few weeks away ...
tak sempat die celebrate birthday die ke 23 ...
he died at the age of 22 ...


JUST 22 ...



he was a very good son to his parents ..
a son who works hard to achieve what he wants ..
a bright child ..


it really breaks everyone's heart ..



why did you have to go and leave us behind ... ?



why so soon , abg ein ?



why ? ...







its still a shockin news to all of us here .
brother called us on sunday as he was in the forest on sunday . thats why he couldn't get the sms my mom sent him .
he scolded us 3 for not calling the camp's emergency hotline to inform him ..
he cried and it broke my heart again .
i cried while talking to him .
i know how he feels coz he was the cousin that me and my bro is close with .
me and brother always hope that abg ein will tag alon with his parents when they come over to singapore ..
but now .. we can't hope anything like that anymore ...


i didn't even get to see him on hari raya aidilfitri , hari raya haji ..
what saddens me is that few years ago , my ayah ngah passed away few days after hari raya haji also ..
it made me recall back about the past ..





whats even worse , he was my first cousin on my dad's side to go ..
ya allah ..






ytd on the way back home , i saw alot of stars in the sky .

it was positioned like this :