well , its been so long since i've touched the comp .

school has been such an enjoyable thing in my everyday life with my cliques around me .
recently , i had my family day event at p.d @ Casa Rachado .
it felt so different when abg ein is not around anymore ..
i just miss himm so muchhh ...


changed my stupid bloody phone which i had been soooo frustrated with .
it has Wifi so thatss the reason for the lack of updates .
i'll be using my phone to go online and all .


24th feb wil be having excursion to Jurong Island -.-
aiyayaya !
but luckily , i dont needa stay in school for PIC practical test .
coz my test is on 3rd march .
but this coming week , on thurs i'll be having my Engineering Science Electrical Circuit practical test .
wish me luck ppl !


went to jurong island today for a f. field trip .
so bored nak mampos .
at the end of the day , my cliques and i were sitting at the back of the bus .
i was the one sitting in the centre where i can easily fall when the bus jerks or either if it suddenly breaks .
it was so bumpy and on my right was aisyah and my left was amir .
4 times you know the bus jerks like hell and i always get awakened from my sleep by it and eventually spread my to hold on to something .
amir kept on laughing .
tskk !



i'll continue more next time okay .
im just too tired ..
haha !

Dear Mohammad Raffe , here i am typing this post specially for you to wish you a very Happy 17th Birthday !
We both have been thru alot which no one can ever imagine .
from friends , to love and from love to best friends and from there we became like close siblings .
my life would never have changed if I've never met you .
you make me realize my mistakes .


I remember i was so down about some things and i cried , but all you did was to be sarcastic with me and make me cry even more .
but the only motive for you to do that is to make me realize who i am and not WHAT i am .
you said , " kau nangis maknenye kau bodoh . nangis ah lagi ! " .
i rmb it was during our p.e lesson .


with all your sarcasms , you make me recognize back who i really am .

thanks a lot ffe for being there for me when i needed you .
like what Mai also said , you're just like my boyfriend , my ex lover , (oops , not my enemy ;p) , my best friend and my brother .
thanks for all the deeds , ffe .

i love you very very so so much .




once again , HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY , ffe !
may god bless you always and good luck in your future endeavors ! ;D

was was such a fucked up day during PIC 1 practical lesson .
angela neo just made me mad at the wrong fuckin timing .


anw , i've been issued a warning letter for my lateness .
prangai suar sak tu cikgu .
i was never late for my all my first lesson in Jan .
but she put me as late and it accumulate to 3 times of lateness and the results is : bein issued a warning letter .
i protested like fuck .


and worst , angela neo was being sucha bitch .
amir got pissed off by her .
she puts amir's Jan attendance as all zero .
he said " then what for i cam for this fuckin lesson all this while and you marked me zero . i came for all the fuckin prac lesson ! "
and he walked off from the class .
i knew how he felt .


we , the whole clan protested to angela neo bout amir's attendance coz he did came .
and in the end , me and my other 4 clan(the boys:iwan , ayul , syafiq & adi) had to stay back .
mdm chuminah came down and she was being really helpful and she calmed me down .
there's one part which i really guess chuminah was also pissed off by her coz angela kept on interrupting her when she was talking .


chuminah asked me to say sorry .
but i said to her " to be fair , she must say it too . "
and she said okay and she'll ask angela to apologize to me in the next fuckin lesson i'm gonna have with that bitch .


went home straight after school feeling so fucked up .
didn't meet bf coz i don't wanna see him with my fuckin mood like this .
so i went home with aan .


at least aan crack some jokes to make me smile and cheer up .
after a few mins and we're alr sleeping like a pig .
tmr will be having ENS with chuminah and thats the gerek part !


friday will be having swimming for p.e lesson .
wth -.-

seriously , i think i'm having my ultimate mood swing now .
siggggggggggggghhhhhhhh .


had netball training today .
omg !
i managed to score 2 bloody shit goals for my teaaam !
after so long since i've played , i finally managed to get focus on the game .

did some passes and played 1 match .


ended around 7 but went out from school at around 7.30 .
coz after netball , confirm go toilet , touch up hair laaa , wash face laaa , change clothes and bla bla .
neatened up my hair and headed to cafe 1 to get some isotonic drink .
it feels like im in heaven whenever i drink h20 .
missed 2 busses , -.-
then had to wait for so long .

after 15 mins then it came .
while waiting for bf to reply my msg , i fell asleep during the whole journey .
hmmm .
lucky i at least could understand his busy-ness today .
oh well .




anw , school was a bomb today . i mean , after school .
gosh , i didn't know guys can also be considered as KING OF GOSSIPS !
kekek nk mampos .



anw , to ilyas and ayul , thanks eh teman me till i go for my netball .
;D

talking to those 2 makes my day .
hahah !
;p

god dammit .
this weeks' monday was a bad one .
firstly in the morning , an an was late . then when we board the bus , we slept .
slept till we missed our school bus stop .
i woke up 2 bus stops after expo .
and i was like , "AN! AN ! SHIT ! we missed our bus stop ! " .
then aan woke up panically but still has his sleepy face on him .

so we had to walk to school .
and we were alr late .
further more , we have our test !
so we walked as fast as we could while taking puffs .

reached school , waited for my turn to take the test . i did awesomely good , i think .
'cept that i just forgot how to delete the stored value of the pH meter .
but i finally know how to delete it . ( maen sembarang hentam skali betol ) .
before i could leave , she asked me 2 questions ; 1] why must we clean the electrode ? , 2] what is inside the fill hole ? .
my answer : 1] we need to clean the electrode because there still miht be substance/solutions stucked on the electrode membrane which may affect the measurement of the pH meter .
2] The fill hole contains KCl (potassium chloride) .

i think i've answered her pretty well .
must have the confidence that i'll pass !


LLA lesson was boring .
Ms Lyna dismissed us so early as the movie she wanted to show us has some technical problems .
so after school , lepaked with classmates for while .
then headed to bedok to meet bf .



lepaked near his area for while then bused to p.r .
then while otw , was msging with my mom .
she said she wants to meet me coz she thought of gettin a cake .
and i was like , " for what ehhh ? " .
skali after i think alot , i jsut remembered that it was my mom and dad's 24 wedding anniversary !
hahaha ! so reached p.r with bf and we searched for a gift to give my mom and dad .
nothing was interesting so i just bought them donuts .



took 88 home .
slept in the bus .
skali TERLAJAK lagik .
sui sui at my old school's bus stop .
hahah !




aiyoo , what a monday day i had laaaa .

somehow .. i recalled alot of memories looking at the photos in my photobucket albums ..
it wasn't an intention to recall all those back .
but , it has been months .. but why sometimes it still does , lingers in my mind ..

looking at that two faces , so happy and delighted having each other around ..
but i know sometimes things don't go the way you want it to be .
it didn't turned out good in the end ..


every night , before i go to sleep , i looked at the stars and wish that everything would be fine soon .


all i wanted was to see him happy .





Now that someone new has entered my life , doesn't mean i've forgotten you as my friend .
it has been half a year that i've alr been with him , but the fear just couldn't get of from me ..


sometimes , it sets me pondering ..






will it happen again this time ?

im glad everything is fine now .
but still , my huge major excessive bomb headache is still killing me .

next friday i won't be in singapore till tues or mon .
that means , i can't o out on v.day as well as to celeb ffe's bdae .
i'll be having my family day at port dickson .
i seriously can't wait .



No matter what she does to me or even whatever happens , i do still love her .
i really do .



but , now things are just going the wrong way since after all of us are in different school .
sigh .