didnt do much just stayed at home and watch tv .

i think about you so much sia .

ahahaha ...

just worried thats all ..

gonna hug you the moment i meet you .

love you babe ...

miss you babe ....

huggies to you babe ....

kisses to you babe .....

hope you are fine !

tell me about your trip over there !

cant wait for you arrival hunnnnn .

hahahah ! ini kes mendak to the max punyaaaaa !







anw , i had a great time with babe this week .why ? coz i'm leaving spore tmr to attend my cousin's engagement ceremony .
abg wan and abg haq checked in to singapore .
was very happy to see them .


recently , i went eyebrow threading with babe .
haha ! had a hell lot of laughters eh bby !
then i had a new haircut today .






i bout that Revlon Nude lip stick and Revlon lip liner in the afternoon .
bout my maxi lens .
this time budget skit . da pokai . hahaha ! left with a few bucks only ..
i'm finding work .
i needa work .
hopefully me and aidil can work at the same place .
PLS GOD .





later going out for late dinner since moms' not cookin' .
;D















babe , i'll miss you man ! tho it's only a day and a night . but still , me and you are away from each other !
stay out of trouble , take good care of yourself and don't go home too late okay !
lyvm ! <3>

first of all , thank you babe for teman-ing me in the morn , sacrificing your good night sleep , just to accompany me @ my house since i was alone ..
sanggup die tk tido satu mlm , tknk terlajak nye pasal ..
haha !
thanks yeah bby .


made him fries and sausage breakfast .
then went off . wanted to go school but felt so damn fucking lazy .
patah alek amk .
buang mase eh . hahahha !
sorry uh babe ..
slept during the long journey .
then balek , rest , tido jap , on comp . then tros i was on fire jap .
mandi , siap , kluar jumpe aidil .


to that BIATCH : tgok diri kau kat cermin dulu baru nk mengata aku eh ! no sense of respect at all . smpai mati aku tkkn lupe ape kau ckp uh sial , " by the way who is that ibu to me nor us anyway" . kau pikir ape , abg aku kawin nan adek kau , tk kawin skali dgn family aku pe ! ibu aku ttp jadi MAK MERTUA ADEK kau jugak , babi . ttp seseorang yang kau kene respect ! BODOH SIAL KAU !


went to babe's crib .
snuggled , slept till 7.15 pm . hahah ! lame siol .
he tido nakal . aku kene tolakkkkkk ! :@ rabak eh . hahah ! , but nvm ^^
went home and home sweet home .



reached home , mother pun aru alek 1/2 hour ago before i reach .
then she gave me smthg .
shocked .
received an LV bag from her since she went orchard with her friends .
MAUT PAAAA !!!
happy skejap .





k dah , nk off , nnty aidil marah lame2 kat comp ;D

didnt go to school today .
didn't feel good plus woke up late = LAZY .
i know i shouldn't be lazy when exams are alr round the corner . its NEXT WEEEEKKK ! geez !

I'm so sorry to MUHAMMAD AIDIL for my moody attitude last night .
it was the first night that i didn't talk alot .
fuck my unpredictable mood .
haiyah .
coz of that , baby can't concentrate much on his paper .
if he fails , im sure to feel so bad bout my attitude last night .
perangai uh mira eh .





but anywayy . i made it up today for ytd's incident .
got ready by 2 plus gg 3 and headed to baby's crib to spend time with him .
i swear i felt like i'm alr married to him .
hahahah !!!!!! i know its weird but seriously , it really felt that way .
I COOKED FOR HIM ! hahhaa ! cook maggi aje . but still , I COOKED FOR HIM you know .
mane mau dpt pompan gitu mcm ..
hahaha ! and he made choc milkshake for me .
we helped each other out in the kitchen .
he waited for me till i finish cooking an ate together .
we watched movie , The Proposal while eating and after eating .
but halfway , both of us went to the shop to get ciggies .
the first time i went out to the shop from my boyfriends house wearing singlet with jacket and shorts and flip flops .
org tgok , org pun pikir da kawin .
LOL !
bile lagi b ? next month ahhhhh , pe lagiiiiii ;DDDD
HAHAHHAHAH !!


left at around 8 plus . baby sent me home .
and now im currently chatting with him .











and and and babe , thanks for the post below and thanks for the song that you've dedicated .
it was so sweet of you and god know how touched i felt ..
you're the sweetest .
you're the best !
i love you {:

photos was on tues .
from uddin's phone . they got crazy solving this block puzzle from amir's iPhone .
5 brains alltogether sitting in a circle , and aan and uddin was the one who helped the most .
amir got sooo pissed off when he didnt managed to solve it .
like hello , IT WAS JUST A GAME , AMIR !
hahahah !



kay wed is a fucked up day .
whole day had lessons with the NONYA TAUGEH MULOT BUSUK IDONG BABI .
but me and my cliques had alot of fun during PIC practical .


as usual , wed is our very pathetic day when it comes to break time .
we tapau-ed food and ate on the floor outside PIC prac room .
then go smoke .
went for class and crapped .
disturbed Myles like shit .
kept on teasing amir that he is like a grandfather coz his back hurts when he cracked it during ENS . and the way he hold his back is similar to any other grandfather would do .
Crapped with uddin and fique the most and ayul irritate me alot .
laughed alot with them . and im happy and glad to see uddin smile and laugh too .
tho he wass abit ..... BLUR SOTONG !

what happened ?
this is what happened .



me : (grabbed a handful of hair and put it over my upper lip to make it look like i have a moustache) EH UDDIN , HOW DO I LOOK LIKE WITH BEARD ?
uddin : (holds my hair and told me to let go my fingers) HAHAHAHAH ! KLAKAR SIOL ! HAHAHAHA *and kept on laughing*
me : (turns to fique) FIQUE ! HOW DO I LOOK LIKE HAVING BEARD ?
fique : BEARD KE MOUSTACHE ? HAHAHAH !
me : EH MOUSTACHE LAAA . BUKAN BEARD !!!! *paiseh*
fique : KLAKAR SIOL KAU DGN MOUSTACHE !!! HAHAHAHA ! *kept on laughing*
uddin : *continued to laugh bcoz of my mistake .*


boleh plak tu si uddin ikotkan aku cakap "BEARD" .
die pun IYEkan .

then ...

uddin : *rubs his chin* *turns to me* wonder how i look like with moustache .. *still rubbing his chin* *didn't spot mistake*
me : MOUSTACHE ke BEARD din ? HAHAHAHAH !
uddin : *paisey alr* eh salahhh ! BEARD !!! HAHAHAH !!!
both : LAUGHD OUT LOUD .

then ...

amir woke up from his sleep . tros gile .
he disturb people , walk around nothing to do and etc .
after that i fell asleep with my head on the table .
uddin poked me and i woke up with my busuk face .
and amir said " EH MUKE BUSUK ! HAHAH ! "
and i said back to him uh that when he woke up from his sleep , muke die lagi busuk !
laughed and laughed , amir decided to go back home at 1444hours .
tok his bag and he made crap faced . funny sial .
da gitu , da kluar class , he looked at us through the glass window and make crap faces again and fique said he looked like a monkey !
HAHAHAHA !
then we thought he went off alr . skali die gostan , then make pig pace and made vapour on the glass .
see how crrazy my classmates cn beeee .








but overall , i had a very tiring day ...

Muhammad Aidil , thanks for being there for me when you know i needed someone ..
You tried everything you could to cheer me up when you know it was hard for me to do so .
How can i ever thank god for sending me someone so thoughtful , loving , caring & sweet like you , bby ...
I swear there's nothing more i could ask for but only you ..



thanks once again babe .
i appreciate everything that you've did to make me happy .
i love you with all my heart and i really do .



anw , AL-FATIHAH to my late aunt who passed away on Sunday morning .
You deserve a good rest , aunty .
Innalillahwainaillahirojiun .













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the picture in the post below was taken on Sat @ Marina .
i decided to take a fresh air with hunn .
chilled at Suntec Starbucks and indulged ourselves with their choc chip frappe .
i miss drinking the Java chip frappe . shall indulge myself with it soon ! ^^
chilled awhile at Starbucks , headed to marina square to meet up with his friend and the girlf .
played daytona .
baby was fucking lucky i tell you . HE WAS JUST SO FUCKING LUCKY !
then sat at the grass patch near the marina steps .
waited for addy and Aidil Hitam to sampai .
da lame tak tgok tu Aidil .
Jumpe aje , mesti mulut asik kluar "HAHHAHAHAHA !!!"



i had to go home early coz i thought im supposed to go to my aunts house that night .
but little did i know that my mom was alone and she was hungry and asked me to buy her food .
so i did .
and baby accompanied me all the way .




had some emotional times with hunn otw back home .
it makes me love him even more and more ...
i'm sorry for that day baby ...




I LOVE YOU .



*pssst , 4 tahun eh ! i tunggu tau bby ! *

= ))

im currently at my aunt's house now .
her condition is pretty bad .
it'll be a lie if i didnt shed a tear .
she looked so skinny , i can see the shape of her skull .


dear allah , se-sekali engkau mahu dia kembali , buatlah dgn secara yang tidak akan menyeksakannya ..


let's all sedekahkan al-fatihah to my dearest aunt ..


AL-FATIHAH ...

she sooo cute lah !

Dear Mom ,


Without you , i won't be where i am now .
Without you , i won't have the greatest love a mom would give .
Without you , i won't have anyone to share my secrets with .
No words can describe how grateful i am to have a mother like you who understands me ..


I know i've disobeyed you till fingers can't even count up to the number of times i've disobeyed you .
Sorry if i tend to say things behind your back after you finish scolding me .
I know you're trying hard to make me be a GOOD WIFE in the future with all those house chores you always force/ask me to do which i will always get lazy and whiny to do so .
(tau lah ibu tknk saham jatuh . hahaha !)
I'm trying hard to fulfil everything that you ask me to do .


It hurts when sometimes , when i go out with my friends or aidil , i get home and your expression will be moody and you'll say "ade anak tapi macam tkd anak" .
it really hurts me .
it saddens me coz i'm not playing my part as a daughter to entertain you , to accompany you when you're alone .
Now that something has happened , which i hope it wont be bad , have no fear , i'm always there to accompany you , to entertain you .
i will take care of you no matter what happens and that is a promise from me to you , mom .
no matter where i am and what im doing , if anything happens to you , i will and FOREVER be there for you .
you've brought me up well . its just me who spoiled myself with social life .

im sorry for everything that've hurt ya .
I try my very best to change myself to be a better person .




HAPPY MOTHERS DAY {:
LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART .
YOU'RE THE WOMEN OF MY LIFE AND FOREVER WILL BE !

had dinner @ seoul garden .
it was fantastic .







im kinda mad .
after him , who else ?
aiyoooooo !

the day we took all this photos were sooo hilarious !
from a ciggarete scenario to laughing our ass off looking at our distorted faces while using the cameroid .

finally , all my assignments are handed up and presentation done too !
presentation done but all cocked up .
brother is coming home soon in few mins or hours time .
habis lah lappy aku kene kebas .
confirm !
haha !

met baby after school since i felt that i still have time to meet him .
hanged around serangoon for while then we took 133 loop to go to amk .
BUT ! little did we know that all the routes have changed .
after it passes suntec , it passed by marina bay sands . usually it will loop back but it didnt .
got down at the terminal and took 133 back again , this time round its really heading towards amk .
both slept inside the bus .
was just stroking baby's hair to let him have the comfort to sleep . skali , i also tido skali .
hahah !
send me back home and said good bye .



today , as in saturday , is mom's 47th birthday .
3 more years to 50 . hahha !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM !
I LOVE YOU LA MOTHERRRR !!!
<3






currently me and baby are bored .
any ideas ?