i love you babe !

i just got to say i still need you around me and i love you still .

no one have ever look me in the eyes like you have .

thanks for having patients with me .

i appreciate it alots .

we might fight but i know we are strong together .

i have faith in it .

we may fall at times but we always get back to our feet as one .

theres a famous say ' when there is a will there's a way '

and there is always a way through our complication .

im still loving you and im still going your house on 2013 !

wait for my arrival !

ahahhaha .

i love you babe , ur kisses always melts my heart , ur hugs always warms my heart .

in all this effect , i got to say im sorry for hurting you at times .

i promise that i will not change and remain to be the gundu boy that you love .

= )

* im gonna give you the bestest hug you ever gotten later on when i meet you = ) *

checked results .
i passed but GPA low for me .
hmmm .



fuck it lah .














anw , ytd had such a blast with zan and malay boys co. and with babe also .
we went to east coast to have fun .
apparently i had to be the only girl , ALWAYS !
:{
reached home , eat then webcammed with babe .
lets not talk bout the webby thingy .
then brother came home .
he bought me this enormous kinderbueno pack .
the packing is a huge kinder bueno with 8 packets of it inside .
mostly he bought me chocs .
almond gold , daim .
heaven and earth eh !











k lah , im seriously not in the right mood to blog .
i just blog for the sake of updating .


ciao .

I've been spending alot of time with baby nowadays . like seriously .
last week , i met him on friday to sentosa .
had a swim there and sun tanned under the hot sun while we took a short nap .
my eyes we heavy coz i had a dosage of panadol due to my noneng .
so i felt drowsy and i took a nap .
woke up as baby woke up .
muke die binget so i decided not to sleep anymore . nnty die bising .
then badan start to get uncomfy , so i told aidil i wanna go and have a proper bath .
so headed to the rest room and both of us bathed .
yes , it took me quite some time to get changed . hahah !
sorry i kept you waiting babe ! ;p

then headed to vivo and walked around . decided to go to town coz we have a plan to watch The Karate Kid .
went to lido , makan first , baby belanje ^^
then no good timings .
so headed to cathay . also no good timings .
then in the end we decided to watch haloween 2 at EMAX2 chambers .
we had the deluxe room .
exactly the same room as we went last time on our very first outing .
hahaha ! memorable tau tempat tuuuuu ;p
we didnt watch till the end coz we only book for an hour .
then after that we slacked behind @313 somerset .
smoked and bla bla , tgok orang .. haha !
im not sure what time we headed home but it was kinda late at night .
10 plus gg 11 i think we headed home .


the next day , i dont know whether i met him or i went to his crib or we went out somewhere .
sunday i know i went over to his crib for movie marathon , House Of Mirrors .
Monday , the whole family companied mother to TTSH for her check up .
alhamdulillah , she's fine . just that she needs further check ups .


today i was such in a rush coz i was late to meet aidil .
i went out exactly at 12.45 .
trained down to dhoby ghout to meet him .
then trained down to somerset .
we window shopped at @313 somerset .
then walk and walk and walk til its time for me to go wingtai's office to meet yvonne .
met her and then told her bout my situation that my bloody supervisor told me to do so . LAME .
then settle semue , headed down to toa payoh to go roy's house to collect aidill's stuffs back .
then headed back to his crib .
his brother and the girlfy was at home too .
helped aidil to clean off his black jacket coz idk what roy did to his jacket .
but i know got dog's fur !
hahaha !
after that , MOVIE MARATHON LAGIK ! ;D
this time round , it is the house of wax .
watched till nk vomit .
his brother came back home then we left .






then bla bla bla , balek uma .
;D







had a hell lot of fun with him !
it makes me smile to see him happy ...
ly !

what the shit , blogger cannot upload pictures . sigh .
well , today is my birthday .
i'm surprised alot of people wished me at fb .
im so touched .
thanks all . *lots of love*


well , im still currently sick tho .
but still , tmr i'm going sentosa with baybeeeee and spend the whole day till night with him .
i'm not sure the rest are following .
smuer cam tk reply aje .
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anw , had a mini birthday celebration with my family .
my mom was the first to give me a present on my birthday .
she bought me this INCANTO CHARMS . fuhhlermak , gembira dokk !
the perfume which was top on my list .
tmr im supposed to work afternoon shift .
1.45 till 11 . mampos .
but i'll be going to the clinic .
so this week i think i've only work for 3 days aje . hahaha !
i cannot tahan alr lah with the supervisors and the management there .
mcm pukimak .
resigning sooooonnnnnn !!!!!!!
i know its kinda fast but well , its for my own good anw .











hopefully , tmr's plan will go smoothly eh .
see you tmr , love .
can't wait !

those photos were taken on Monday , 7th June .
It was my off day and i decided to spend the whole day with aidil since i have not spent much time with him lately due to my stupid fucking job .
i forgot what time i went out .
it was a last minute plan to watch the Ghost Writer @ Lido .
i rate it 2/10 .
fucking boring sia the show , in the end me and aidil angkat kaki halfway through the movie .

sat down at this stone which has a clock , i seriously forgot what it is called .
talked to him , talk things out . hah !
then skali nmpk addy and gang .
aidil called them out and they sat with us .
smoked together then addy and the rest except for aidil itam stayed with us but he angkat kaki and left me and aidil alone .
they went to lucky plaza nye carpark and we headed there afterwards .
da gitu , headed to taka plak .
snap pictures here and there , kol 10.30 i made a move .

something happened in the train . hahaha !
like what aidil said " WHAT A CO-INCIDENCE! AND IT WAS LIKE OH-MY-GOD!"
cb . LOL !
da dua kali da niyhhhhhh ! tskkk !




today was supposed to go out with aidil , mai , aidil itam , addy and this unkown girl .
but in the end tk jadi coz i'm sick .
having a fever currently .
i got 2 days of mc . yeay ! birthday tkya keje . happy !




FOX mcm sial .
seriously . i wanna quit soon .
this friday die2 gonna take the resignation letter .'
g mampos nan dorang .

HAPPY 3rd MONTHSARY , love .










it's been a very interesting journey that both of us have been through throughout this 3 months .
the love keeps on blooming as each seconds passes by .
No matter how rocky our situation might be , we managed to break through it all , together as one .
as i've said again , Everything Happens For A Reason . Just As Long As We Know That We Still Need Each Other ..
right baby ?


I'm seriously sorry i turned you down today due to work ..
wheen you were actually all exicted , all planned to the things that we wanna do today .
Like you said , you planned to snuggle , watch this movie together , eat together ..
aww baby , when you told me that in the bus , i was so touched and i was so disappointed with myself for turning you down ...


I know , you're still hurt/disappointed bout what happened today .
i could see tears in your eyes ..
it breaks my heart to see that ..
even whenever you sent me off to work ..
Kalau boleh i taknak pegy b .. nak melekat aje dgn you ..
once again , im truthfully sorry ..



Thanks for making the effort to fetch me from work today though i end super late .
i made you rush here and there ..
sorry baby .
You made such effort to fetch me today coz by the time we're at the bus , it will be 12am and it marks our lovely 3rd monthsary ..
im glad at least we get to meet each other exactly at 12am b .






and one more thing baby , i know you're worried that we might renggang if i continue to work .
no worries baby . rmb , i love you . i really do !













once again , HAPPY 3rd MONTHSARY , love .
I LOVE YOU , ALWAYS DO .

we have had 2 fights this week .

need to make her happy

need to make her happy

need to make her happy

need to make her happy

need to make her happy

must smile !!!!!!!!

peluk dia ......

see you later b .

*crossing finggers * hope everything is going to be fine after this incident today !

i love u always rember that !!!!!!!!

fucking working place .
bcoz of you , the time i wanna spend with him is all crashed .
DA TAROK OFF TU OFF LAH GENDOL !

Whatever happens , i'll still love you like i will always love you like i will always do ..
i;m sorry for acting that way .
keep your sorries to yourself .
i understand you ..
and i shouldn't have acted that way ..




well , tmr i'll be starting my first day of work at FOX@MARINA SQUARE .
wish me luck .


















ily , Muhammad Aidil . always have ..