i miss her shouts and i miss her voice .

its been 6 months since i last heard her voice .

i still remember her last words to me ;

" aidil jage diri , nenek nk gi umah mak busu "

that was the last time i heard her voice .

i know in the past i may have hurt your feelings !

shouted at you , scolded you .

i hope you forgive me for that .

god only knows how much i miss the past her before her current situation .

looking at her in the hospital ward with the oxygen tank , make my heart crush into milions of pieces .

my eyes teared when the doctor said she is in a critical state , we must wait for 2-3 days if she is responding to the anti-biotic .

even right now , as im writing this post , my eyes are tearing .

now i know what the quote meant by " cherish the ones you love , as you may never know when the might leave you "

well , i hope she dosen't

i really hope that she will pull through . . .

:)

isnt she adorable !

girl i know i have been moody to you .

scolded you .

disobey you .

i harap you tk amik hati .

but the want thing i havent stop doing is loving you .

you are simply 1 of a kind .

you are the one who has stood by me even when you are tired !

i hope you'll never ever leave my sight !

cause i really need you .

i feel like getting a hug from you right now !

hmmm .

no matter .

ily:)

that wont ever change !