This is how my expression looks like since morning ...
i just can't seem to stop worrying bout it ..
eventho i've tried ..



Tmr mother will be sending me to the polyclinic to let the doctor check up on my lump and see whether i have to be sent to the hospital for further check ups .
The lump is at my neck but its internal lump .
It's quite bulgy .
SIGH .


I asked mom earlier why not just go to a family clinic and she said is expensive and if doctor were to sent me over to the hospital , it wouldn't be subsidised .
Coz mom says , this kind of lump for sure will be reffered to the hospital for further check ups like scanning .
So yeah , i gotta be prepared man !
but i'm scared at the same time .... :{








God pls gimme the strength i need ...