this is what i'm feeling now .

have you ever got the feeling when you feel so fucked up of screwing things up that you just feel like crushing your head .

well , today wasn't the best days for me and her .

i think i probably screw up our day today by getting berserk and started to scold her .

i jump to conclusion and just didn't understand her .

i was totally at fault today cause i couldn't keep my negative thoughts to my self and just thought she's doing things behind my back which she is not .

i'm sorry for not being understanding to you .

and i do trust you babe .

i really do .

i love you and never want to let you go .

there is a famous quote that i want to share to you people ;

this is us and i want to try my very best to stay this way .