This fb convo is the last source which brought me and aidil much more closer ..

See how seriously pissed is he with me ..LOL ! (at first , i thought he was just joking)


















Sometimes , unexpected things happens ..
And this love was UNEXPECTED .. We both never knew we could have each other when things seems sooo ... well , COMPLICATED ? i guess ..




I still rmb when i was in sec 4 , mai told me alot of things bout what aidil told her ..
I couldn't just believe her coz i thought aidil won't go for a girl like me ..
(ape yang ade pada aku kan...)
Truthfully , my heart craves for him since the last few months of 2008 ..
but i just kept it to myself ..
Thought that i would never get him , i moved on ...
Little did i know that he was actually hurt when i went on with someone else ..
1 thing that made me fall for him even deeper , he fought for my rights .
When he told me that , "I fought for you , you know . coz i know you're not like one . i know you better then her coz you're my good friend ."
and my heart melted .

Release of N level results was kinda saddening .
afraid that i won't get to see him anymore or we'll loose contact .
So , i told him , "Aidil , promise not to loose contact okay ?" and he said he won't .
he kept to his promises but i didn't ... :{
i broke my promise .
i MIA-ED .
He told me that when he first changed his no. , the most wanted reply he expect to receive was from me but he received nothing when i did receive his msg about his new no.
But he still continued to get thru me but only for while but after that , i MIA-ED again ...
Eventho i MIA-ED the 2nd time , he didn't give up .
he gave up after months without any replies of me .
i understand ..


Then i wrote a comment at his tagged account saying " jacob i miss you . "
and he sent me a tagged msg . (the tagged msg convo is those 3 pictures below the fb screen picture)
he was pissed of with me .
and i thought it was a joke . but he really meant it . why ? coz i hilangkan diri ... :{
i felt so so damn fucking bad so i decided to ring him up one fine night .
he was over at a chalet .

when he picked up my call ..

ME: sorry aidil ..
AIDIL: *silent* for ?
ME: for disappearing and for breaking my promise ..
AIDIL: *silent* later i call you back . nak potong cake ah .
ME: uhmm , okay luh ..


I thought he wouldn't get back to me after he settled down but he did ..
But i was in my dreamland alr .



After that night , we start contacting quite often and i MIA-ED again for few weeks/months ...
But the fb convo got us closer back again .
After that post , we started to talk on the phone every night ..
and things gt better .
I met him on Tuesday , 2 march 2010 for the very first time that i met him in person , ALONE .
i was so nervous . shivering like fuck ..
and it was wonderful . every seconds i spent with him was awesome , unforgettable ..
and he confessed to me while we're on the way home ..
then i knew i had to do something ..
i didn't reject him but i told him to wait .
and he did .



I finally gave him my answer on the 5th of March 2010 , at Cineleisure after our movie marathon ; Paranormal Activity @ EMAX2 Chamber .




And ... i guess .... I didn't regret falling for my dear secondary school mate .
Coz , he is the bestest among the previous ones i had .











& I'm so lucky ♥ ♥
*hugs*