make it or break it i hope this relationship last ;

today came an unfortunate event that occur in our relationship . . .

well , here the story goes ,

i couldn't get a hold of babe cause her school library got no reception .

thinking back to myself i don't know the reason why i got so angry , maybe it was due to the frustration that i have at home .

so we she called me i start scolding her and she was in a total heart break .

i'm seriously such an ass sometimes which i have to admit .

i felt bad scolding here and call to apologies .

the first few calls i made , she rejected me saying she was in no state to talk to me .

it was so sadden-ing for me to hear that from her .

but i persuaded her to pick up my calls and persuade her to meet me to talk things out .

she came and ;

her heart eventually gave in ... ( thank god ! )

i might be a bit of a shoo in but to my perspective , this all sideway incident is from god is to show how strong the both of us can stand each other ...

hmmm ....

she's pretty much stand by me all the way and never give up .

thats why im in love with that girl cause she never seem to give up on me .

so i guess i'm pretty lucky to score such a wonderful girl for my girlfriend .

i promise to you that i will try to control my anger and not to shout at you no matter how angry i am at home , cause i know its hurting you deep inside even though you still manage to put up a smile whenever you look upon my face .

i'm sorry for hurting you that way cause its the last thing i want to do to you ...

nur amira bte gafar ;

your the best girl i've ever had in a long shot .

i love you (:

coming 6 months and counting . . .