I'M TOTALLY DIGUSTED , SERIOUSLY .





As for now , i just wanna spend most of my time with aidil .
and hopefully with my precious 4 (mai,ffe,zan,efa) someday too .
coz to me , they're the one who makes me cool down and make me happy .
unlike being at home , MY EAR DRUMS FEELS LIKE AS IF IT CAN BURST ANYTIME AND I CAN GO MENTAL HOSPITAL ANYTIME TOO ~!



been spending most of the days this week with bby .
i feel happy and he makes me forget bout everything for a moment not till i get home and the fucking topic will pop up in this house . thats when my good mood sinks .
so baby , you gotta tahan with me for 3 years like this till the fuckers gets married -.-



i had fun with bby today .
we had lunch at far east and it started to rain cats and dogs .
fucked up , both of us were drenched ! sigh . but it made us laughed like hell .
right bby ? ^.^
we had nth to do so we bth decided to play nintendo wii at EMAX2 .
fun lah but kite abit belo uh coz first time play wii luh kan . jakun skit .
LOL !




and aidil said " we must have nintendo wii console in our future house uh ! it'll be our family entertainment . " FUH ! senyum lebar ! hahahah !










just to add some random post but i'm dedicating it to aidil of course at the same time :


you know , when i know aidil back then in sec sch , i thought he's that type of person who's very naughty and a ladies man and not serious in r/s ..
but now soon to be 7 months knowing him much more in person as his partner , now i know what kinda guy he is .
All those ladies who actually got a chance to be with him , i gotta tell ya ladies that you're such in a loss .
i seriously count myself lucky to have him .
he makes me feel that he's the only guy i ever had in my whole life .
makes me feel like as if i've got no ex's at all .



It's like as if god sent me an angel from above to be part of my life , to be with me throughout my thick and thin .
Thanks for being by my side always ..
I appreciate it baby .



YOU'RE THE BEST .
love you .